Randomness and Turning Point.

over estimated

2011-11-24T04:21:00.000+08:00

I thought I can, but....

I over estimated myself. I thought I can finish some things on the specific time, but no. Oh no!!
help!!

I thought it was easy, but it wasn't when especially I was thinking a lot bout it.

Must not repeat this in future.

Culture shock!

2011-11-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

I've been experiencing culture shock of my life.

I'm still around M'sia.

another college's culture shock. really not used to it.

really itchy backside.

when i was working, i thought studying better, but now i think working is better.

now is doing it for my future.

Until now I'm thinking whether I'm suitable in this field.

I'm not that creative, ok wait. shouldn't think this way.

I was watching "The Secret" again, must not focus on negative things instead.

Instead of saying I'm not that creative, I should think, I can be creative. Shouldn't compare to others but fight within myself first.

I can do it. I must be more hardworking and think fast.

Go go go!!

Just like Jaejoong quoted "Nothing is easy in this world we're living in, Let's work hard"

Hwaiting!!

I'm back! to Student life

2011-10-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

I'm officially a student again!
It's not easy for not getting income after working for a year.
I must change and learn from my previous mistakes! Change and be optimistic. Be good!
yes, i have time management problem! must really learn to manage my time so I can work part time.
my previous boss asked me if I can come back and help, just work part time or so. I need income!
so many things to pay and i'm not young anymore. like duh-uh. more and more responsibility after working. Really not easy.
Now seriously, just for the cert, but to revive my once upon a time passion when I first step into Alif. For the sake of earning a decent income to survive. but, yes all the buts, after these years, i cant stop wondering if i'm stepping into the right path. i've did personality test and all, and the 'tester' said i'm fit in this, as in, fit in this line, but not this path. .....

All these kids, lol. no. they're my classmates, only 20, mostly, are more hardworking, and competitive. it's good. healthy stress i guess?

oh well, just hope i do well, blend in this 'society' and ... just do well.

Back to studies?

2011-09-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

I've decided to continue my studies in Degree.

I'll have an interview in KBU tmr, and hope things goes well. Lots to ask, actually I already knew few things.

I need that student feelings back and no more procrastinating. I HOPE.

I already tender my resignation last week, and I literally gave my both bosses a bomb. They were shocked.

Well, I've been thinking bout it for very long time, even since last year, til now, I better continue it before its too late, before fees goes up, and the feelings of in need to study for degree gone. I've consulted my previous lecturer and asked my friends bout it, and they encourage greatly on this.

INVEST in FUTURE. absolutely true. knowledge is one thing no one can take it away from us.

Financially, hope it's not too burdensome to my parents. but, to think bout it, the feelings to continue working is in need. DAMN.

ok, decided, means decided. better no turning back.

I like and kinda enjoy working in that company. I really learn a lot, even though is the basic stuff, but its really really a lot. My seniors are really helpful and supportive. I couldn't thank them more. I really owe them a lot, even my bosses, whom treat us to Bangkok mid this year. I owe this to them also.

I really feel guilty for this.

I just wish I could to better in these 2 years.

I even wish I could go to overseas, of course who wouldn't want.

Oh well, will see how tmr.

jjeng jjeng..

Tohoshinki Classic Collection

2011-08-31T01:14:00.000+08:00

Even though I'm a late on this, they never fail me.

Love this collection.

It's TVXQ's best collection in orchestra arrangements. It's really AWESOME!
It moves me and soothes me.
Will buy it if they have it here!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snRcosyUZlU&feature=player_embedded

It's really JJANG!!

AH!!

Can't Stop loving them, their songs and music.

Random comeback

2011-08-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Its been a long time. Ill make it short n random.

I think, actually still thinkin, cont study or cont working? 4th time already in such dilemma.
Hopefully able to make decision soon after meeting them on comin tuesday.

One thing for sure, my love n support for TVXQ n JYJ never change.

Another random. I still dream of him! Its been ages i last saw him. Sometimes, i do miss him... Sometimes...

After all these years, tak ubah ubah.

Ah!!

Good night!

又来了。

2011-01-31T01:03:00.001+08:00

很就没写了。
会用拼音来写不过一些就忘了。
想了很久，要读书还是做工？
读书的话就要出国还是本地？
加没钱。有不过不多。
心很烦。
妈妈很希望我读书。不容易呢。
要用到很多钱。
本地的学院不是很多，也不比之前好。

我写了着一些字，不知道是对还是错。
呵呵呵呵。

怎么办呢？
我自己很希望我可以读书。
我觉得自己做工，麻烦到很多人。自己到现在很没有自信。

好久不见

2010-11-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

第一次写汉语拼音。

我会写短的。不知道我写的是对还是错的。

我想说的事，我很辛苦。

我还想着不应该的人。很辛苦。四年了。还放不下。

那，感情有那么深吗？

朋友也一个一个离开了。家人也不是很明白。很难跟他们谈。

在做工，也害了长辈。每一天也满了，做错事情。不但公司里面，每一页我在的地方。

我在想，我做什么东西也错。什么都错。没有一件事情是对的。

我很累了。

我要离开这里。

我很需要钱。钱啊，你在哪？

其实，事情没那么难，对其别人来说，每一件实事不难，使自己拿来的。哈哈哈。

我还不知道我要选哪一个路。我还不知道我要的是什么。还是需要的是什么。

我自己也不认识我自己。

我要去一个地方找我自己。

我要的是快乐和幸福。

谁不要？对吗？

说够了。现在，我感觉轻松一点。

希望可以睡觉。

该词，用韩国语言来写。还是日文。呵呵呵。

再见，안녕. 찰자애요. おやすみ。재중어빠, 사랑해! hahahha

Fat Spoon

2010-09-15T22:14:00.008+08:00

HUH???

What is that?

Start...

I was out with Lee Lee and Nathalie to uptown to print their final presentation board. I was being busybody...as usual..hehhehe. Love seeing their work. I was like...OMG!!

WHY WHY???

While waiting to finish printing total of 17 pieces of A0(s), we went to this 'cafe' nearby, called "Fat Spoon". Wondermilk was closed til 18th of September due to Hari Raya celebration. Wanted to go..

Well, "Fat Spoon" from the Sign Board, it's quite simple yet attracting.

At the doorstep, 3 of us went WAH!

It's doesn't look a place to eat, but it is. I don't know how to describe it, we were amazed and love it!

At the entrance, the door, as a ladle as the door handle, but to push. (forgot to take a pic of it)

The interior, it's totally amazing. It's simple, it's like some old place, it's vintage.

Different types of old wooden dining chairs.

There's a table for old sewing machine.

Just behind the entrance, a long board, hand written menu.

4 wooden one seater cushioned sofa, and few rotans side table. I remember my house used to have one, a similar one.

By the side, there's a collection of pictures of, I think the owner's childhood pictures. Seriously old. Like my parent's generation's pics.

Few different designs of dining tables and chairs.

There's one a table for 6 or 8, above the table, there's a wooden ladder, placed horizontally, and the kitchen utensils are hung from the ladder. Old utensils.

The drinks 'bar' is fully brick and the kitchen, well, only staff allowed in. So can't say anything bout it.

It's sooo nice. Slightly like Wondermilk, but this place is more like a place to reminiscing the old times of childhood. Seriously. It's so, kampung yet modern. I seriously don't know how to describe it. Maybe to some of you, it's just "ah, they have this and that, it's like that and so on" but for me, it has a special feeling to it. I might describe it like other people do, but I just feel it's more. Maybe to some are like me too. hhehhe. I think you must go there yourself to experience it.

When we got their menu, it's old Peter and Jane story book, the old kid's book. We were talking bout the menu n the whole interior instead of thinking which to order. Really admiring our parent's generation's furnitures and how they reuse the old stuff as decorations and furnishings.

Their printed menu is paste in the book itself. (forgotten to take photo of it)

The food are mostly local, or mom cook dishes. It's like a family like cafe/restaurant. Price was kinda moderately high, not too expensive, but it could be slightly cheaper. But it was ok.

We had light snack and refreshing sour fruit juice.

3 currypuffs and mini spring rolls for 3 of us

I kept taking pictures, but forgotten bout the toilet.

Many things I didn't take pics of, felt a bit weird, but I guess I wont be the only one who took pics of this place.

It was a nice place...

Still wondering why is it called "Fat Spoon"

P/S: from the pics I took, was from my phone, it's not so clear or attractive unlike digital cam or DSLR. Those who like interior, this is one of a place should go.

total random for past 3 months.

2010-09-06T00:43:00.018+08:00

This is another random post. I've took few pics from my phone.

Pics from few months back til recent ones.

July, WORLD CUP!!!!

My best Girl Footie Fan. Only both of us enjoy watching football together and we watched almost every game together except the Finals.

This was, Spain vs can't remember who's match.

Enjoying it there with another 2 football fans, 2 of my senior, a guy and a gurl.

And Shaun came last.

Another game we watched together.

We were at Chili's Bangsar.

There, Brigitte writing down our own predictions of scores and who's gonna qualified to the next round.

YUMMY!!!

YUMMY 2!!!

Then, the last week of World Cup, my family and I went back to Malacca to visit ma grandpa then. At nyt, my uncle brought us to Portugese Settlement to eat these......

Never fail to message Brigitte to tell her that I'm eating some of her self-proclaim ancestor's food. lols..

Oyster....nah....me no likey.

Mine...It's tasty.

The famous Portuguese Grilled Fish with spicy sauce.

Fried Kang Kung.

We all loved this. Sambal Sotong....It's damn good.

Smoked Crabs. It was dry, but we could taste the freshness of the sea.

LALALALALALA

1st time i see get to try this...Scallops. It's really delicious coz of the sauce.

The next day, we went around town.

Then, late evening, we bought Putu Piring.

It's situated along Jalan Tengkera nearby a TOTO 4D shop.

It's famous til 'Ah Xian' came and promote it.

The next day, my cousins and aunty came from Taiping, stayed in One World Hotel.

This the view of BU from their room.

It was a mess coz we were lying and lazying there with my grandma.

The room was awesome. Definitely executive room.

I think this was the night after, I met Brigitte after a week or 2 after World Cup finals.

She had to make my sundae to become a Flaw.

Then in early August, I brought Soo Har to KLCC for this event, FemmeCity.

It's a Girls' world there!

Fashion, Feng Shui, Beauty, Home stuff and all..

This is one of a talk bout self confidence on how we dress and all. We only manage to listen for 10 to 15 seconds, then we head to our booked BaZi Reading by Joey Yap's student.

Pretty Accurate. Superstitious me.

Towards the end, Fashion show, by Melinda Looi, Zang Toi, Eric Choong and Eclipse.

If I'm not mistaken This is Zang Toi's collection.

After the show, then we saw Amber Chia actually sitting in front of us. She's 6 months pregnant I think that time. A model, Fabulous mom.

End - Best 4 creations of the 4 designers.

Cam Whoring. Near the exit of FemmeCity.

I love my stuff. Some I had to give away, coz it's not my style.

Mostly people buy for me as birthday presents...mostly from Secondary School til now.

Some are from the countries they went.

I wanna add more rings. Love rings. Rings, I buy. Wanna add more.

These, can say all of it were presents. Only 2 I bought from Bali, those beads ones.

Seldom wear it, but will try to use it more when I go out, if I don't forget.

These too. I mean mostly are presents. Love the hearts.

Then, one day, Brigitte and I went to PAWS, near Ara Damansara.

She wanna get a dog, but we just went there and see see.

They were adorable, even though a bit 'MIXED' and smelly.

This one, was near the floor, drain. Poor fella stuck out its head. They didn't bark so much.

Look quite pity.

Like this one, "TAKE ME!"

This is sooo cute!

Then one day, another one day, I was browsing through one of my sketch book.

Those portraits sketches I did, few were alright.

I was using the wrong technique.

BUT, still turn out nice..

Some I think U can guess who is who.

This one, FAILED. Tried but failed.

Another one day, I was driving Brigitte home, along Old Klang Road,

I love to see ray of sun piercing through the dark clouds.

Then just 2 weeks ago, I drove my family back to Malacca for Grandpa's 49th day death memorial. I was a driver the whole time.

We went to town, Jalan Hang Kasturi, mom wants to find this old grandpa who makes wooden pail. Ancient, Antique ones. no. I mean, he still makes it by hand at some 'lorong'

Those pails aren't cheap.

Then, next to the Lorong, I found this.

Hang Jebat's Mausoleum.

Saw it for quite some time, this is the 1st to enter.

A long Baba Nyonya style house beside. Renovated.

LONG!!

This is where Hang Jebat laid in peace.

While waiting for traffic light to turn green, I saw this, cloud. It looked like a Dragon's head.

I love to see clouds and start to imagine stuff.

I was too tired to drive, I asked mom to drive halfway from Seremban to Kota Kemuning.

I was really tired the whole day and coincidently, my first day of period.

Exhausted and PMS-ing.

On Merdeka eve, Brigitte and I were out again for a drink in Old Town Kopitiam in Old Town.

Then we were bored, we went driving around. We went to Sunway Giza, passing by here and there, then we went to Mont Kiara, Solaris. There, I was chewing a gum, then in the toilet, I swallowed it. I was trying to cough it out, but end up I threw out. BUT, gum is no where to be seen. DAMN. It's stuck in my body.

We went up to SOHO, I took this shot, an almost half moon on top of a building.

My phone cam wasn't that good, but at there watching it, it was beautiful.

Then yesterday, whole day I was out with Soo Har, went to MPH sales in the morning. A lil regretted bought a lil unnecessary books. Kinda overspend too. But nah, I want it. hehehhe.

Then to DKSH sales in the afternoon.

Cheap Pads. lols.

Brought back some empty boxes for my family to keep stuff when renovation starts.

At night, out again with Soo Har again, and my other IA classmates.

Grace fetched us with Chris too.

We had a lil gathering at the 'Look Out Point', Cheras.

On the way, I had to cam a lil with Soo Har's Lens-less frame. HEHEH.

The 2 'soos'

Only Guy Michael and Chris.

Grace and Soo Har nex to me.

US, with the scenery behind.

I still like this. Only one photo doesn't make me look too pale-ly white.

At the bottom of the entrance.

The Whole Scenery.

This was my 3rd time there and I still can't find my way. Must drive there one day then I can remember.

It changed a lot.

Really missed the 1st time I went, 2 years ago with Kenny, Alexis, Jan, Su Mei, and ARIS!

We all had fun there. Miss all of them.

These are the random pics I took from my phone's cam.

It's Nokia 5800

Perfection vs Flaw

2010-07-28T21:55:00.003+08:00

What do you see within the clouds?

Other than blue sky and white clouds or greyish blue clouds.

Use your imagination...

what do you see?

what I see???

. . .

I see an old lady on the right, like crying for a lost or maybe unborn baby (on the left)

sad one...

This was taken from KLCC park, sitting facing the park, see the fountain a bit.

It was late evening, sun setting.

I was with mom at the Home Furniture and Furnishing Fair at KL Convention Centre.

Good thing was, the sun setting behind us, and thanks to KLCC, we're blocked from being burn.

Lots of people around. Different races, different ages and both sexes.

Great place to take pics.

The main thing I want to get from this pic was, the moon is obvious between 2 buildings with contrast of clear blue sky.

My mom said it will better to take if its at night. The contrast will be better. But we left to shop inside.

A night catching up with Brigitte after weeks of sorrow and world cup.

We went to McD at Sect 14. Had sundae for myself and a value meal for her.

We talked and did this too. tear a paper, make into a boat.

Left one fries as a 'human'

and 2 spoons as rower.

Row row your boat, gently down the stream......no stream...

We were there for quite long, almost 4 hours.

so her turn to get sundae and me a sundae cone.

I was licking licking...yum yum.

It was like 'clean'

Then. . . .

...

Brigitte can't see it too clean, she has to put some chocolate chips on it.

I was like....zzzZZZ

She said its a flaw.

And I put it right on the girl's nose..

looked cute.

Then she made me think of something.

Flaw..

No matter how much I like to make it smooth, she still wants to put the chips on it. -.-

I was thinking that, nothing is perfect.

No matter how much we want to make something looks perfect or make itself perfect, a thing or a person, there's always a flaw to it.

It's either we make it, make something too perfect, still not satisfied, and it eventually became imperfect and a flaw.

We, human always not satisfied.

From the previous pics, is the same.

The sky, not always clear.

Not always blue.

Clouds are there.

Accept the fact that it's not perfect.

Accept the fact there's always a flaw.

Sometimes, perfection is not always beautiful.

Sometimes the flaw is more beautiful than perfection.

Flaws, sometimes is not that bad.

We can learn the flaw, a mistake maybe not to make it perfect, but

make it better, than a flaw or to the max, near perfection.

Is It Real???

2010-07-28T12:15:00.005+08:00

Is it real?

the house I live in,

the family I'm with,

the friends I know.

the strangers around.

the places I've been and not been there.

What I see is it real?

Places I drive around, the eyes sees turn left, but in reality, is it really left?

I've always been wondering 'bout all this.

What is reality?

I've been thinking a lot about all these.

Then religion comes in.

Buddhist says, human, dies and reincarnate in the next life, but can be in different form, depends on how human are when they're alive. The soul is just loaning the body.

In other religion, when human or any living things dies, the soul will either go to hell or heaven.

There're even questions about ghosts and devil. Angels? Vampires? Werewolves?

These are portrayed in the religion, but does it really exists?

I've been questioning the existence of God. Where is God? Who is God?

I guess I'm not the only one who thinks that way.

Some who believe strongly in their religion, their faith to God is strong, and some try to lead other people into their religion. When this happens, different faith is in, different believes is in, and leads to differences and it could turn ugly.

Not only religion, some other believes, believes and the thinking 'bout life. One has their own stands, but when they think they're always right, sometimes they don't think and concern 'bout what other people thinks and feel 'bout it. Sometimes its just selfish and inconsiderate.

We're human, and I question this all the time.

Like those movies, sci-fi ones, artificial intelligent, ET, Star Wars, Avatar, and now, Inception (not really sci-fi but its 'bout science and psychology)

As technology gets more significant and advance, human can't stop developing it even more. As one day, it will substitute human in working. Those cleaning jobs, deliveries, food processing, even a child, all controlled and monitored by technology and robots. And I guess human population will extinct even faster. Why?

Jobs will be less, no income, no family, no place to stay, welfare homes will be more. What else can they do? now everything controls by MONEY! without it, no one be able to survive.

Even those movies, the world is different, it says decades or centuries later, our world might look like that, and we're living in a fast pace world. Super fast, til it leads to natural disasters. We all know how it turn.

Life cycle continues, just how fast it is.

Back to reality, wait, what is the reality?

Everything seems different. In a blink, things changes, human changes. The way we think changes.

Think, this word is really not easy. Consciously, we think and we know some are just in thoughts. But, sub consciously, we still think, and some are so real. This happens when we dream. It can be a nice dream, or a nightmare.

When I watched Inception last night, my gosh, it happens to me. I mean, I feel it myself, not the Inception part, but the dreams. I don't know 'bout other people. It's just exactly I dreamt of. especially the stairs part. I dreamt once exactly like that, continues and never ends.

I love this movie. The master mind behind this movie, is incredibly intelligent and crazy. It's a psychology movie. It plays with mind a lot. Many people don't understand the movie because it is a bit confusing. I understand it, and I thank Brigitte for the psychological discussion. I think this movie makes people think even more of dreams and reality. *SNAP SNAP*

Seriously to those haven't watch, should go and watch. I guess most of my friends had watch it before I do.

The casts did a great job. Amazing! I salute the writer and director behind this. Chris Nolan, same guy who did The Dark Knight. Thank you Brigitte for reminding me this. hehe.

Like she said, this movie requires a lot of research and studies in psychology.

Another random, midnight movie. I love it. We were in Mid Valley, and movie ends, it was raining heavily. soo heavy!....

I wanted to take psychology course, but this requires a lot of reading and memory. As well as money. Me and this..no no.. when comes to counselling..no no too. but it's an interesting subject. not the counselling part.. just know more bout human and one self. It's like a new discovery. but then, it plays with mind, is it real?

FIFA World Cup 2010!

2010-06-11T00:23:00.004+08:00

It's the 4 years once fever again.

This time, it's in South Africa.

This the time where all footballer lovers come together to support their favorite countries.

I kinda like football too. I have my favorite team, Manchester United. Rival, haha, 2 'fools' in my house who supported the 'same name'

As for countries, yes, I admit, I support the strongest teams. I always love Argentina, Brazil and England especially, coz of EPL. hehe. Now, I'm into Kpop and Jpop, I also support Japan and South Korea. As for countries, no rivals.. hehe.

Now, I'm looking at the time table for the all the matches.

These are the matches I'm looking to watch for each Groups

Group A - France vs Mexico

Group B - Argentina vs South Korea

Group C - England vs Algeria

Group D - Germany vs Serbia

Group E - Netherlands vs Japan

Group F - Italy vs Paraguay

Group G - Portugal vs Brazil

Group H - Chile vs Spain

I'll see when and with who I'll watch the matches. ^^

Oh ya, In conjunction with this World Cup Season, Kpop artistes came out with their own songs supporting South Korea. They are good.

Another thing I like is the commercial ads on tv. One I found kinda ridiculous is local's ad. No further comment, but what I love most is Nike's Ad. It's creative and I found it very funny. They use those countries' best and famous player. Love it. It's Nike. Just Roo-it instead of Just Do It. HEHEHE. Here's the vid.

^^ Ole Ole Ole!

Mid nyt movie

2010-06-09T03:10:00.003+08:00

I just had another mid nyt movie with Brigitte.

She called at the right time.

It was pretty random, and both of us just need a nice movie to watch. We both know what we need. We picked few to choose. The Killers or Prince of Persia.

When we reached Mid Valley, we just picked The Killers, provided if they have nice seats. And there're. 1st row from back, at the side.

The Killers. 2010 movie. Not the old ones. heheh. It was funny and uncensored. Woo...

Katherine Heigl and Ashton Kutcher. She's pretty and sexy. He's hot and woot. Both have nice body. Sexay.

The scary part is, she married to someone who is like her father, a Liar too. Not only that, they look alike, and have almost similar traits. Damn.

Usher was in it. Brigitte and I were like, USHER! so loud in the cinema. We're excited. but Opps. However, he's in, for like..what?, er...less than 3 mins..

20mil just to kill a guy, and never knew, ppl around are in it. Never trust people.

It was a nice movie just for laugh and drool over the sexayness of both of them.

We're both looking forward to watch Nanny McPhee and Eclipse since her boyfriend isn't fond of these movies.

We're both shopping and movie kaki. hehehe.

Love you B.

Hooked

2010-05-28T04:10:00.003+08:00

I'm hooked to TVXQ. Been quite some time.

and another thing I'm hooked to, K-On! heheheh

Last night, I spent almost 4 hours to download most K-On! songs.

"Let's Go", "My love is a Stapler", "Fuwa fuwa Time", and lots more. I know it's funny name, for those who watch the anime, it's cute song. Awesome and rocks at the same time.

So rock, so nice, so woohoo!

Now, there's one song, I'm hooked to, "Towani" by Gospellers. It's a beautiful song. I found one vid, they perform in Soul Power Tokyo 2007 with TVXQ. It's a pretty old vid and song but I like it. It's a beautiful song. Beautifully sang by 2 beautiful acapella groups. Both of these groups sang harmoniously and beautiful. It actually gives me goosebumps, but I love it. It made me cry also, reminding me how much I miss them, TVXQ, and how beautiful song it is. Here's the vid.

And I found another song sang by Gospellers. Another beautiful song. "Mimosa"

I'm gonna find more of Gospellers songs and other Jpop songs.

Now, another thing I'm hooked too. An old novel, "Empress Orchid"

Yes I admit, I'm late and outdated, but books never outdated. heheh.

Thank you Mun Yee, for lending me this book. Enjoying it a lot. I'm a slow reader. I take days to finish a book. HEHEHE. That's why lots of books I have, were read half way. hehehe.

Dreams of the past

2010-05-24T16:09:00.002+08:00

I've been dreaming of my friends lately.

Friends from primary school, secondary school and form 6. even college friends, a lil.

Most friends from primary school and form 6, or mix.

Any significant meaning behind?

That's why some long lost feelings, came back because of the dreams. It's so real. End up missing them a lot.

I think it's a bit good and bad behind it. It wasn't a nightmare, not that good either.

It's pretty scary too.

DRUMS!

2010-05-20T03:59:00.003+08:00

After watching the drum vids of K-On,

This gurl damn kao ONS!

She's only 13, damn.

I subscribe to her on Youtube. damn ONS!

She made me wanna learn drums more.

I wanna learn to play it few years ago, during high school. not that ambitious to play, but now..ah..I WANT more!!

IT's nice to throw temper on it!! hahahaha.

Using all 4 limbs to play, its not easy especially its all 4 different beats. testing the brain's work. haha. I'm serious. Playing with left and right brain.

Drums is damn ons.

I love girls play drums. It may look a bit rude or violent, but damn ONS!! especially ROCK style. woohoo!!

http://www.youtube.com/user/tkmdr#p/u/0/jDngvBMT2Zc

This Girl, who played K-on songs, which I posted some of the vids of her on the previous post.

Damn. Damn ons.

Nu ABO n others addicts.

2010-05-20T02:08:00.003+08:00

I'm addicted to the catchy Nu ABO song by f(x). Yes another KPOP.

like their other 2 catchy songs, La chata and CHU. The words and the beat is catchy. I like this one. NANANANANNANA,

and as always, when they perform live on music shows, the audiences screamed when Amber came out. She reminds me of S.H.E, Ella. but now, Amber's hair looked a bit like Shindong from Super Junior. HEHE. CUTE.

Amber in SKIRT! hehehe.

and I'm stuck with another song, but Jpop. Sayuri Sugawara. She sang "Sunao ni Narenakute" (Hard to say I love you) for the same titled Jap drama. The drama now is airing in Japan, staring Jaejoong (ah kawaiine) it's so him in the drama. The role fits him. Because of this drama, I love Twitter even more. He is one of the reason I started twitter. (bad history with that) I love tweet tweet. Ok back to Sayuri, Her other songs are nice too. I love them.

Sunao Ni Narenakute

Anohi No Yakusuku

then, songs from Fullmetal Alchemist 2. I love the ending songs.

The latest is by Shoko Nakagawa, 'Ray of Light'

before that was, 'Tsunaide te' by Lil'B

and before that, 'Let It Out' by Miho Fukuhara

Songs before that, I don't know, coz I only start watching it few months ago, when 'Let It Out' was the ending song.

I love these 3 songs. It's in my phone and part of my ringing tone. EHEHHE.

Another Anime, I like K-ON! SO CUTE!!

Mio the Bassist, Yui the main guitarist, Azusa the junior guitarist, Ritsu the drummer, Tsumugi the lovely keyboard player. They are awesome! Now Japan is airing season 2, Animax just finish season 1. I love the season 1's ending song. "Please don't say you're lazy"

I was guessing that the original singer for this song is Scandal. 4 Girls Rock Band from Kansai, Japan.

And now I found the drummer in real life. Don't know if she is one of the 'Scandal' girls. Shud be. This is one Drum Vid, I LOVE! This Kid is AWESOME! She looked so YOUNG! If I'm capable, I wanna play drum! It's awesome!! Throw temper on DRUMS. MUAHAHA.

another song from K-On, with the drummer.

The drums...is awesome!! Looks easy, but its not.

Hope I don't get banned from embed the vids. Support the ANIME!

Now I love Animax, got Korean dramas, Old dramas which I heard alot but didn't watch before.

'Princess Hour, The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince, My Girl'

All thanks to my brother. HAHA. Big Influence. Kpop and Jpop. some old chinese songs also from him.

Another local movie

2010-05-19T23:36:00.004+08:00

I finally watched 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love'. With my 2 aunties, mom, brother and a college friend.

I bought the tics online via maybank2u for GSC Tropicana City Mall. Wasn't the best seats, but better than others. 3 rows from the back. We're few mins late, 2 or 3 mins, we missed the beginning part. I had to slide down a bit to watch, because, it's a small cinema, and the screen was big. Still ok LAR.

This is the 2nd movie made locally after the success of 'Woohoo!' Most local Big Stars acted in this Movie. Most are singers themselves.

The setting was good. Kampung place somewhere up in North, near Penang, Taiping. That's what my aunty said. She passed by b4. There's a village in Penang, by the sea, actually it was beautiful. The village and the sea. Blue clear water. Where to get it in Penang?Could see its in Penang.

This movie directed and acted by 'Ah Niu' local singer/actor. He is soo cute in the movie. So innocently in love with someone fierce played by Angelica Lee Xin Jie. This move reminds me of myself when I was a kid and few of the character, reminds me of my cousins and friends.

This movie is like telling one sided love and triangle love story.

Family and friends value are there. It's so typical Malaysian lifestyle story. Childhood story too.

I don't friend you, then next day, I friend you, then goes on and on, as a cycle. What kids plays those times, teasing here and there. Typical aunties and uncles buy 4D on every single thing. Seriously. Aunties, as usual, GOSSIPING and spread stupid and misunderstanding rumors. FEEL like smacking them. But that's LIFE.

The on scene names are quite funny and memorable.

'Botak' means Bald because he was bald but not totally.

Fighting Fish coz she want to be one.

Ma Lin Fan coz he's is troublesome

Ma Lin Bing coz she likes to drink ice barley

Bai Ma Wang Zi (Prince Charming)

Dinasour coz he's big size

Zhao Kai (Fried Chicken) coz he's tall and skinny.

There're few scenes I could predict what gonna happen next, but some, are unpredictable, especially when Ma Lin Fan was 'high' and fell in love with his childhood rival, Fighting Fish, when she fell on him and fought with him, while 'rubbing' his aherm. It was funny. Mr Director actually close up on that. LOL.

And and , both lead actor and actress kissed! I was like..ooooooo they didn't censored that part too. Pretty close up also. hahaha. Surprisingly not cencored on these 2 scenes. But it was good. I mean the movie.

The song sang by AhNiu , one of the OST, really really good, and soothing yet touching too.

No wonder, always full house even though so long d. Seriously it's good. Must watch.

After movie, I brought my friend to this Design bookstore, and Borders while my family went back home 1st.

Then went to Carrefour to buy ma toiletries and dairy drinks. hehe.

Then dinner at McD. I missed McD for months. Tried to online there with phone, cannot. DAMN, almost half of the ppl in McD were using laptop. After makan, Then balik.

Seriously, this is a should watch movie. hehe.

Those were the days

2010-05-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

Autograph books.

Batu Seremban.

Bottle Caps.

Paper games, fold fold into triangular shape then play with it.

Rubbers.

Cards, mini cartoon or celebrity poker cards. Not to play poker but to play to see who get the cards more.

Hide and seek.

Catching. Police and thieve.

Barbie dolls with girl friends.

Badminton at the back lane or house to house, fence as net with neighbors.

Roller Blades, Skateboards.

Rubber rope. Tied and jump over.

Lego. Lots of mine and my brother's Lego were lost. Mostly, people stole it.

Dig side of muddy school field, for....earthworm. Play with it. damn. I am naughty and childish.

Those were the days. Those were the games in those days, when we were younger. There're many more games, a lot.

Autograph books. Memories. Simple notebooks, being sketched, decorated and scribbled with personal infos. I looked back at those books. Really those were the days. I lost one. It's a well kept memories of childhood. I missed my childhood friends and life. Really, those were the days.

Another thing, I had my diary too. My gosh, now when I looked back, damn, I was damn childish. Diary bout happy and sad stuff. Mostly bout personal feelings, crushes and enemies.

I never stop liking somebody. Herm.. one after another. LOLX. Childhood crush, in school, in the neighborhood and somebody, stranger. DAMN. Damn childish.

However, there's one, when I read back, there's a situation makes me curious now. I know we've grown up, but curiosity. Why is that happened when I don't realized sooner? What is the motif? But then, I had to move on and leave that unanswered curiosity behind.

Somehow I kinda miss that child :)

There're times, I initiate and confessed to that person. It didn't happened once, but few times on different people. DAMN, I was childish yet brave. LOLS.

Those were the days.

I missed my neighbor, no, but still consider neighbor. Houses away. It's been years now.

I still see her around, still staying here, but we both didn't even initiate to say hi. I wanted to do, but I feel embarrassed. She's a hot chick now. LOLs. I'm just like a housewife. HAHA.

Seriously, there're neighbors I used to play with, mostly guys, except that one I just mentioned above. Now we all grown ups, shy and pretend don't know who we are.

We used to be close friends, and now we're drifting apart. NO, we're already apart.

I wonder the younger kids still play with that?

Now more high tech.

Kids now with handphones, pc games.

No more autograph books but Facebook. TRUE? hehe.

Well, those were the days.

It's just memories now. That's all.

Really those were the days.

Online thru ...

2010-05-12T02:16:00.002+08:00

Darn.
Well I'm using iPod touch to write blog but then it don't allow me to write in compose box but in edit HTML instead.
Well, I've been sick n lazy these days so I've been online on bed with iPod n my phone.
Darn shud change that lazy attitude.
Coughing season is back for me. I can cough like 2 to 3 times a year. Choi la. But it's true. I never. Realize till my aunt n other friends keep asking y Im not getting better from cough.
I was having flu n slight fever 2 days ago. I was suspecting myself havin h1n1. But fever was down. So it's ok. Nothing serious. Thank god. Now only left with cough. Even my brother is havin cough too. Tsk tsk tsk. I must hav gotten it from him. He got it last 2 weeks. Hehe I had to blame on him.

Well being lazy. Sleeping alot. Bad bad.

Lots of thinking to do. A lot. A lot decisions to be made.
I was kinda stress from it too maybe that's y I got worse. Hermmm.

Well. Pray for me to get well. I know some will curse me not too. I'll curse it back. Hahaha.

Til then. It's tap revenge time or my Tokyo dome. Hehehe.

millions, billions, trillions, or maybe zillions

2010-05-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

herm....

yes...

start with herm..... is there a word called zillion? it's not highlighted, so it shud be. but then, amount of ppl in the world?

it's only billions. but then, its a lot. according to U.S. Census Bureau, it's 6,819,815,799 number of people today, today as in 5th May 2010. Even U.N population fund estimated the number of population will increase to 9.3 billion by 2050. Over populated i think. Seriously. that's a lot. People! Stop making babies! Have safe sex instead. LOL. but I'm serious.

You see, the number of people in the whole world with in hundreds of countries, do you think each and everyone is different? Even each twin is different from another. *Well, I just watched "In the Womb: Identical Twins" last evening."

Psychology, Genetics, Environmental influences does takes place to distinguish a person's personality, attitude and even who they are as a person. Like what I watched last evening, a set of identical twins, both men, one who loves sports and one who love dancing. so u can determine which one is straight and gay. Gays, from research, they believe that sexual attraction and orientation can be determined in fetus, due to absorptions of testosterone in DNA. one can absorb more, one can absorb less. so the one absorb less, are prone to attracted to men more and vice versa.

I was wondering, since everyone is an individual, which stated no one is same, but then, there's so many ppl in the world, i wonder if there's similar thoughts and similar person to each other. i'm sure u've come across, this person looked like that person, here and there but 2 are not related. or, 2 has almost similar personalities and thinking.

So, we're not alone who feel that way, we're not alone who think that way.

Those, scientist, artists, and designers, i'm sure, 2 or more ppl has the same thought, same design, same methodology, but at different places.

i m believe that we, human are linked at some point of time, place and all til we have the similarities. everyone says " i want to be different, that is common"

i also wonder, how different can we be?

copy cats? so many ppl in the world. one creating a trend, one follows, then, more follows and more creating and more followers. so? copy cats?

we want to be someone, someone with ourselves. i mean.....*damn, i'm sleepy* lols.

everyone, most everyone, says wants to be somebody. just be yourself. how much can u absorb that sentence? power of influences are great.

i just have lots of thoughts bout all these and more.

psychology studies, environmental influences and designs...i'm interested. general knowledge too. a lot of interesting stuff to know. the world is huge, but the universe is great. there's so much to learn and understand.

Life is indeed interesting. Depression and Happiness is interesting too. hehe.

i wanna sleep a while then wake up to watch Iceland Volcano on Nat Geo.

ok til then,

Sunday, Design

2010-05-04T14:06:00.005+08:00

I went to KL Design Week, with my Graphic Designers friends and a lecturer, Mr Mark, the driver also.

I kinda led the way, thanks to my mom. She is the real GPS.

Well, KL Design Week, in Capsquare, Jalan Ampang (I guess), at Kuala Lumpur.

It's inside the Complex, small place, but lots of eye open stuff. Some are common, some are awesome. Great job Designers and artists.

This is one of the exhibit, all, mostly are ethnic kind of design, from Hawaii, designer is local. His studio and office in Jaya One, PJ. So near ma house. He's openning a new sandwich kiosk in Jaya One too.

One water feature design. I saw one similar, bigger scale, in Terminal 1 or Terminal 2 Singapore Airport. It's really nice.

Consider one of the unique design, using packaging design concept to come out with this paper box up doll. It's call boxies!

One of the close ups..it's really cute. The designer actually came out with one empty template for us to design it ourselves. 2 templates, one female and one male. The difference is at the arms.

This may look common, beads. It's pretty heavy, and expensive too.

I had to take this, it's kinda related to my final. It's obvious that is from De Stijl. A student from KBU exhibit this.

This is cute! A huge Model. Actually, this design, and related ones are designed by 5 designers. They actually gathered every weekend, do some art work, trial and error, and it became designs. I really love their work, using paper clay, clay, wood. They're more to natural and bold designs. There's a necklace I saw, I love the pendant but a bit pricey.

These are few of the works that the 5 designer did.

A unique table. It's a beautiful piece of art. If I can afford, I would want to have it.

I can't remember which college did this, but the lighting, shadow, pretty nice.

From a boring and simple stuff, can create a beautiful art piece.

Just outside Capsquare, took this in the middle of a road, nearly got knock.

After we left Capsquare, we head to KLCC for homedec. Well, didn't take pics inside, but I took the Jagung from the Convention Center.

Only me and Soo Har are interested in Homedec, not other Graphic Designers.

Bought 4 Space Mags for RM10, normal price is RM15 for one.

Then we left. Back to PJ.

However, Soo Har and I continue, our day out to Amcorp Mall. There's a Handphone fair there, but nah..not that cheap anyway. That evening was dark, heavy rain, and I drove slllooowwwlly.

The fair is located at the carpark outside the Mall, and I parked inside the building. While waiting for the rain to subside a lil, we had Subway for dinner. She insist of paying it as a treat for my birthday and thank me.

Well, after that, we went to the fair, She wanted to get the same phone as mine, with same price or less, but none. So she decided to get it from another friend of ours. Same price. same stuff. Then we left.

When I reached home, my cousins came too with Yu Jin.

He listened to me. So happy. My cousin said Yu Jin don't do that.

I took my phone, I told him, I want to take picture, he came and grabbed my phone so tightly. I was so scared he'll drop it. I told him, take picture take picture. took a few. Mostly he looked away. He came to me again, tryin to grab my phone, then I said, one more one more, he slowly walked backwards, and posed. HAHAH. His mom was amazed coz when she asked him to do it, he won't listen. HAHAH. He listened to me! normally he don't listen to us. So cute la he. Lil Yu Jin. Smart Kid also. Very SMART!

What a day out and home. hehe.

and, my Aunty Sylvia is back from Everest Base Camp! Safely. Woohoo!

She's a good hill hiker. Awesome. Went to Kilimanjaro, Acungawa and other mountains too.

WOOHOO! now she's back, got good food to eat! and Mother's Day this weekend, wonder what we're gonna eat. HEHEHE. However, Yu Jin can't join us. His dad's family got lots of events this month. Birthdays.

Now, I'm lookin forward for tomorrow. IRON MAN 2~~ wweeeeee.

Til then, jia ne

friday n saturday.....

2010-05-02T02:44:00.008+08:00

I watched IP MAN 2 yesterday, saturday, with my friends. The movie was superb. As expected, great. superb. Movie by Donnie Yen and Sammo Hung, of coz. 2nd and 3rd kung fu and stunt man legend after Jackie Chan.

My friend bought online tickets on tuesday. So, we're saved from the hassle queuing up long, but still need to queue to get the tics at the counter. 8 of us. 5 or 6 rows from front. It ws still quite front, but its better than all the way front. ^^ love it.

After the movie, on the way to lunch, we saw this from the top. Oval ring's exhibition/fashion show. I love the stage design. It may look simple, but it's really nice. The lighting, the shape, and how it control the flow. It has LCD TVs at the end of each strip, to show the brand of the fashion show instead of puttin it at the back of the stage. It's nice!

Then makan at this taiwanese shop, at ground floor. kinda pricey, my May allowance, gone. damn.

2 above were my friend's food! it looked yummy too, reminded me of korean food.

My food!!! Cheese Pork Chop! CHEEESSSEEE!

My college friends and a boyfriend with the table full of our food.

Then we walk around the mall, following the 2 guys...zzZZ. we split from the couple. hehe.

Walk walk walk, then went into speedy, saw Tohoshinki's Best Selection Album! Temptation! but nah, I got the songs d. hehehe. NVM..

Then we went to Honeymoon for 'yumcha' session and gossip.

Chris's flower tea. it Blooms in a while.

My HoneyDew Sago, kinda too full to finish it.

We spent almost 10 hrs in the mall.

Oh yes, there're a concert at the Central Park, the road was closed, causing jam.

And I didn't realize that it was TOKIO HOTEL! I saw the poster in the mall weeks ago, and I totally forgotten bout it, till today, I saw the banner again, and there're a bunch of kids trying to sell extra tics. I said no, coz no money! ah! I missed it!

I had a great time with my college friends on Saturday and my form 6 friends on Friday.

Kubz got free tics for CLEO Bachelor Event. It was packed, and I got to see few hot and yummy hunks. The winner, is good looking, his gaze was amazing. SO CLOSE YET SO FAR!

There's an incident, makes us potong stim, as in me and my friends.

The goodie bag, I like it.

The one on the floor are vouchers from starbucks, O.P.I, Trimph Undies and City Chain watches. ^^

Then one of my junior went to Taiwan and Italy, she bought me little souvenirs. A keychain from Italy, quite common, but better than nothing. The thought that counts ^^

Then a little paper basket full of sweets from Taiwan! The basket is soo cute! Thank you 'daddy' and 'mummy'

Sunday, another day. One of my college mate goin to KL design week and maybe HomeDec, I wanna go too!! but still thinkin! Ill see my mood later. hehehe.

So long...

i suka

2010-04-25T22:21:00.004+08:00

New new new.

New laptop, Toshiba M500. I likey.

The thing is, using Windows 7, need to download install lots of things. most software also new...and i'm not used to it, Autocad 2011, and 3Dmax 2011. Adobe need to install CS4, but bloody CDs giving me problem, changed d, and tried so many times, still same. Cannot. So, I have to use Wifey's link to download. In the end, installed CS2, hope still can use. Still wondering why must use newer ones.

Old lap top coz, ada virus and keep restarting. Blue screen, and most of the time when i first start to on it, cannot boot, need to off on off on for few times, then can on, and im using it now. hopefully don't restart so soon. I still like the older design. I prefer the Mat finish on the base and the keyboard than shiny ones which can see fingerprints.

hand phone. y? the old one dropped, and gave blank screen but still can use. zzZZ same time, dad needs new one too.

so after PC fair, went to Hp fair. best.

Then brother sold off the Ipod classic to a buyer, then bought a Ipod touch. more fun ^^ touch tap tap. macam Iphone saja. hehe. I'm enjoying playing, tap tap revenge, mahjong, watch vids and other games.

And my mom made cupcakes for Ti-Ratana Charity today. It's yummy. Not as nice and attractive like Wondermilk or CuppaCakes or other icing cupcakes. My mom actually did it nice, and more successful than before. ;P

I likey it all.

NEW NEW NEW!!!!

2010-04-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

i got 2 new cardigans from Cotton On. Black and White. S size was too small, I got M.

PC Fair- New lap top. Toshiba, extra RM200 for touch screen, but no... got better specs but cheaper. hehehe. I love Toshiba. Have to take it on Friday.

HP fair- New Handphone. Finally!! WOOHOO!!! Dad and I got new phones. Obviously I got the expensive one. Dad wants a simple one. HEHE. I got what's in my list. Nokia 5800 Xpress Music. I paid back some money to dad. Then I'll use next month's allowance for my printing. Remaining money, slowly pay back.

I'll update the photos soon, just too excited to post this 1st.

WOOHOO!!

difference?

2010-04-13T02:00:00.003+08:00

does it make any difference?

whether i'm doing it or not.

people still unhappy bout it.

i'm just an invisible human being.

what's the point of voicing out and stand up for myself?

I'm still invisible.

2010-04-11T01:20:00.004+08:00

"Life without dreams... What meaning does it has?

Life without love... What happiness it may be said?

Even if to fear, unable to achieve forever,

Even if to fear, is only a short time,

I want to dream as much as i want, to love other people as much as i like, therefore I don't have a misfortune and also not pitiful.

I, am more happiness compared to anybody."

~Translated from, Amane Kaoru; 'A Song to the Sun' Japanese Movie~

Amane Kaoru, someone with fatal illness never stop making her dream come true til the end.

Life is short, we'll never know when our life will end, make it worth, find your dream, live with it, fight for it, work for it to come true.

She's someone worth to be loved, to be respected.

This movie actually other movies gives good moral. A good meaning behind and if we interpret it well if we truly watch it with open heart and understand it.

Dreams

2010-04-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

Do you have dreams?

Are you really sure of your dreams?

Did your dreams came true?

If they're not, are you working towards it?

Let destiny to bring you there?

or...

Do you actually have dreams?

Have you found what is your dreams or you're still looking for it?

How long are you gonna find them?

What if you still can't find what is your dreams?

Really just let destiny bring you there?

Refund.

2010-04-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

Oh ya!

I finally got my movie ticket refund, due to the fire in GSC One U.

Brigitte and I went to One U on Wed night, went to get refund. AWESOME! and we decided to watch another movie. "It's Complicated" Starring ....you can see the names in the pic ;)

It's a romantic comedy movie. Hilarious.

Finally we got to watch a full movie.

However, the cinema, counter level, still has that burning smell, like that day's fire. It's pretty bad smell, but there're still so many people went for movie and games there.

New Bag

2010-04-03T23:14:00.004+08:00

I'm excited.

I finally bought a new bag from Cats Whiskers, Uptown branch. It's on sales. Cats Whiskers havin sales.

Went to Cats Whiskers Bangsar's branch, with Brigitte, went into 2 or 3 other boutiques. Then I had my lunch/early dinner in Subway. Had 6" Italian BMT, still not full. Then went to Cats Whiskers in Uptown, tried few clothes, doesn't seem right. There's a bag caught my eye but I kinda reluctant to buy. But I still look at the bag. I asked Brigitte for opinion then bought it. She bought a necklace and a green and black strips dress.

I'm happy I bought the bag.

I love it! Gold Studs on Black PVC. Pretty heavy but I love it.

I'll see how long this can last.

Time to throw away the old one. It's still usable but the PVC has torn, inside and outside. So, throw. HEHE.

When comes to shopping, cannot save. HEHE.

It's in my list. Need to find new purse. This is hard for me.

I love what my dad said that day. Happy in that sense.

Free Free Free

2010-04-02T16:08:00.008+08:00

Not the time free.

I got free things! 2 things only. hehe I'm excited.

1st - Pinky Mint Tablets. TVXQ! Endorsed them. Woohoo!! It's grape and mint flavor. Sugarless.

This woman, she, spent so much to get this, specially imported from Japan, sent it to me. I was like.... zzzZZZZ. Ask her save money, but don't want. zzZZZ. But, I'm grateful. What a wonderful friend and fan she is. She posted her own made er, string keychain with the Always Keep the Faith! and TVXQ/Tohoshinki and Injosu words together with CNY card. Oh yes, we, both love TVXQ! and both of us like the same guy. LOL.

Thank you MEREDY FISHBALL! It's nice. Tasty. I like the purple color box.

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2nd - A Totebag from Mango, MNG. For FREE! HOW?? hehe, just buy CLEO magazine, April Issue, there's a form, fill it in and submit any participating MNG boutiques.

On April 1st, I went to sent a flower at Sunway Medical Centre, and I thought, since its near Sunway Pyramid, as well just go and get it. I was tryin to look for parkin outside, FULL! I made few rounds, and I told my dad, if it's mine, so it's mine, if not, just leave. After 3 rounds, I finally found a parking. Good. It's near the entrance as well. AWESOME. So I got the bag. It was simple, canvas bag, but I still like it. It's Army Green color, color for this spring season. I like. ^^

This is the outside.

The inside. ARMY!!

Happy happy.

Thank you Meredy again. hehe. Oh ya, finally i got ur address.

Oh ya, since I mentioned bout CNY card, Mr Koh in UK, sent me a CNY card too. This year no Burfday card from him, but last year he did sent me burfday card. HEHE. My Bola Kaki and My Poker Kaki. ^^

WOOOHOOO!!

2010-03-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

I had a great weekend, this post is short.

I read the newspaper on saturday, that it mentioned, GSC One U givin out refunds for that nyt's fire accident. I hope I still can get it. I was too excited and told Brigitte bout it.

One of these days we'll go. hehehe.

incredible dramatic nyt

2010-03-26T01:20:00.003+08:00

I was out with Brigitte just now, just to watch a late nyt movie at GSC, One U.

It was raining. We were both cold.

Bought our tics for Edge of Darkness starring Mel Gibson.

We bought snacks, for me is supper. HAHA, I bought Beef HotDog, Corn in Cup, Regular Caramel Popcorn and a mineral water. She had M&Ms and coke. Well, we shared the corn and popcorns.

Everything done left a quarter of popcorn and drinks.

So we watch.

It's was pretty thrilling movie.

Bout conspiracies and secrets, and pretty predictable kind of movie yet still thrilling.

Til one part, we all heard bell rang. So Brigitte and I thought it was from the movie, but it kept on ringing, so we realized its from the emergency bell near the screen.

Brigitte and I were thinkin, we just ignore it, coz we experienced it before in office, in schools, bell just kept ringing for no reason.

Its emergency bell, but no lights on, no one calling or anything, we were mazed, looking at each other. Bell going on for minutes, no one moves but there's 2 fella went out and came back, we were still sitting there, continuing watching movie with the annoying bell.

I was in emergency, wanna go to toilet. But it's at the plot climax. The lady next to me went out, I wanna follow, but I stayed.

Then suddenly someone from another door asked all of us to get out. So it's really emergency. Everyone rushed out. Running.

I kinda in panic d, coz one part of the predictable scene left us heart skipped a while.

Then ppl rushing out from cinemas, running towards the exit. We could see the counters at lower floor, was smoky. We don't see fire but smoky and unpleasant smell.

Exit near the escalators, the rollers are comin down, I thought "shit, are we gonna trap here?" it's pretty emergency and scary. On the other hand, I see many ppl are trying to get out and some are taking their time, while sms-ing. Brigitte was one. LOLx. One of the roller was spoiled, and closed half way, as Brigitte was comin out, one of the security guard held a fire extinguisher and accidentally pressed it and the dry CO2 got to ppl. Poor girl. So many people.

Can imagine so many people came for late night movies.

At the carpark, auto pay machine, ppl lined up so long, i remembered near the Parkson also has one, but we just walked to the car, then I saw another machine, less ppl, near the car, so we pay there.

But one thing we both don't understand and its stupid. This is emergency, and they still expect us to line up and pay for parking. If IF, the fire is big, then still pay ar? zzZZ. and another thing, this is an emergency situation, ppl wanna go out fast. some ppl takes their time to pay. we roughly can estimate how much the parking costs or at least get ready. some ppl put in ticket, then only find for wallet and find for money. WTH. PREPARE LA!!!

Well, this is our 1st time encounter this situation, fire in mall. I think this is 2nd time cinema got fire. I can't remember the 1st time, I think it was in Mid Valley.

So we just left.

There's no refund or free parking.

It was pretty thrilling in the movie, and real situation.

I still enjoyed the movie even though its half only. potong stim. hhaha

Thank you Brigitte for the half movie. LOLX

Anyway, I'll be updating my blog soon again. Will be leaving to Penang tomorrow night with Steph and Pui Yih then will attend Pui Yih's convo in UUM, Kedah on Monday. WOOHOO!!

24 on 24th

2010-03-25T16:25:00.014+08:00

It was a great night.

gonna make it short, but with more pics, i hope.

Had dinner in Seoul Garden, One Utama with Pui Yih, Mun Yee and Atiq, Aunjie's representative. Steph came later coz she had work. Well, it's halal. The food was not bad, i like the kimchi soup and the non spicy red pepper paste.

I didn't move a bit to take food, since its buffet, except for desert.

They all took the food, and all of us cook as in BBQ together.

Scary part bout BBQ-ing is the oil just pops like that.

Pics aren't that many, coz we're busy cooking and eating.

Start cooking 1st round. I kinda like the beef too. Bulgogi and red pepper paste.

Table for 4, the food they took, not enough place to put also.

My 2 helpers, Ms Pui Yih and Ms Mun Yee. They're the one took the food while I'm waiting.

Last 2 standing who ate all the food. Ms Mun Yee and Mr Atiq.

Had to leave a spot in the middle so we can tag Ms Aunjie, Atiq's wife in FB.

Tired lookin Steph who came after work. Now I know she doesn't like Korean Food.

That's the reaction she gave.

Atiq's desert, 2 scoops of Coffee Vanilla Icecream with 'sedikit' of nuts.

After dinner, we split to 2 grp, Pui Yih, Atiq and I went to Forever 21. Since they have sales. I saw a Red Mock Snake skin sling bag, pretty nice, but hard. It's less than RM50. I wanted to buy, but I'm keeping the money for the weekends. The other 2 went to comic shop to buy Samurai X's comic. Then we met outside Forever 21, hang out around there, while we let Steph eat her dinner. Then while that, we self cam again.

The star ^^ I just had to take this

Thank you Mun Yee for this shot. HEHEHE. I like my heels.

Same pose ^^ So nice.

Blakang orang had too la.

Then, we head to Brussels, at Jaya One. 2nd round, lepak and drink. Debbie came and joined us there. Atiq and I ordered Ice lemon tea and Pui Yih ordered Orange Juice. We were too full, we need Citrus drinks. Debbie ordered apple cider beer and caesar salad, and I had to take some of the salad. I was full but, my hands and mouth is itchy. EHEHE. Steph ordered something Stella. Can't remember and Mun Yee ordered Hoegardden.

It's cake time.

I like the cake. It looked cute with the box. Should have take pic with the box, but too bad.

I still like the cake. It looked nice, for me. This is before shoot.

In 24 years of life, there's always 1st time. This is really my 1st got my face smashed onto the cake.

It's tradition for us to take the candle out, and yes.

I know who..and the most obvious one. LOL.

The happening shoot.

In the toilet, before washing off the 'chocolate mask'

My hair also got the 'mask'

Finally cutting the cake, as you can see, it's smashed one part.

I had to wash off the 'mask' and my make up.

Too bad, everyone had to eat with my make up. LOL

Ms Pui Yih offered to cut the cake for me, as she is good in this.

Thank you babe.

End of the big day. Bitchin Babes photo time. Atiq, Aunjie's representative. HEHE.

There's another 2 bitches can't make it, Jayne and Tracey.

So, there goes my 'special day'

Thank you girls and guy.

It was a great and fun night.

P/S: Images courtesy to Mun Yee. Thank you!

so close yet so FAR

2010-03-22T03:30:00.003+08:00

Just now, while I was writing the previous post, my high school friend, Matthias msged me on MSN.

He, was telling me that HE, was working backstage at SUPER JUNIOR'S concert last night. They needed people and HE, did thought of me and wanna to asked me, BUT, he didn't have my phone number BUT, I had his phone number.

WTF ryt.

Seriously when I heard this, I was excited, anxious and angry at the same time.

I told him, why didn't tell me earlier, can go online give me offline message or FB or anything, but no. ARGH. I was keep on ARGH and OMG all the time at him. I was kinda furious and was crying in my heart. Tears almost out.

I was really really angry!! I was so close to it, but couldn't get it.

He is one lucky guy got to work with them.

He was telling me lots of related stuff, and most of it was my plan. I was angry because he got it and I don't! He told me lots of stuff, as if he was bragging bout it. He's into Kpop and wanted to go to Korea as badly as I am. He almost gave me a heart attack. He told me cause he was busy and couldn't get a computer and he worked til quite late. So that's why.

Seriously, I really wanna go.

I'm now pretty disappointed and frustrated. I don't know what else to say to him. Speechless.

I was thinkin, if he sincerely wanna ask me to joined, where he had me on his mind to join, he could go on9 after his work and at least tell me. But, I think it's pretty late when he got home and tired, so I couldn't really blame him.

When I was calmed down, and wished him good luck. If he got it, maybe he'll help me.

So right now, I have to help myself and fight for it.

I will go to South Korea Embassy and en-quire bout everything I want. Maybe tomorrow. I'll go. Nevertheless, soon.

I was losing faith in my own luck. People around, not close to me got the luck I wanted. Always happens.

oh ya, I was planning to tryout for MAS cabin crew on saturday, but I didn't go because I don't think I'm fit in the requirements. Looks, Heights and the HAIR! My BB, Ivy went in JEANS! and she passed the 1st level, where there're 6 levels. JEANS were not allowed but she passed because they love her confidence. Ivy told me that I should go and try coz she saw lots of girls who are SHORTER than I AM! I was like WHAT? but I was TOO LATE! I still don't have the confidence, but she asked me just "be YOURSELF"............... I had a doubt on that too.

Luck is not there.

Next time then. Next recruitment. Since I still got 6 more years to tryout or at least when I look at least better than now. Either I cut my hair or leave it a lil longer.

See, everything was SO CLOSE YET SO FAR!

*I'm a bit lazy in the middle to highlight the 'important' parts*

great day n nyt.

2010-03-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Mid Valley, yesterday's choice.

Kenny came down to KL, a day trip with his fella classmates.

Actually I was pretty afraid to bump into friends in MV, and since I heard that 'someone' work there.....

Brigitte drove me to MV after her church mass, and reached around 1pm plus. I was late, as usual. ehehe.

Met Kenny and makan, we couldn't decide where to eat, end up in TGI Fridays at Gardens, Kenny's ex work place. Kenny suggested to get burfday celebration for both of us. at least got free desert. hehe.3 of us ordered 2 sets of lunch sets. We ate almost 95% all of it, we were full! We asked not to serve the desert and asked for bill. We couldn't stuff anymore. Too full!

Then we walked around, went to phone shops, I checked out the phones I want, Samsung Star WIFI is tempting!!!! only RM799!! and Nokia 5800 xpressmusic too! but at RM1139. HOW HOW!? Everyone suggested NOKIA, I shall collect more money and buy maybe 2 months time or longer.

Then, we went to MV side, went to CK, Kenny bought underwears for his 'friend'.

Then, into MNG, MPH, back to Gardens, went to Borders, Starbucks, had a drink and chillout there.

Unexpectedly, I met my ex superior. She was looking for an ID to work for her. I was a lil reluctant to give her my number, cause I MIGHT be changing into different lines or go overseas. Options are there, but plans pretty hard to follow. Then, Bri, Kenny and I sat together and gossiping. As usual. And it was raining heavily outside as we sat next to the window.

Then we went Topshop, at centre court for cam whoring session. Centre court had Alice in Wonderland deco. It was great and awesome. Kenny and I loved the RED QUEEN. HELENA BONHAM. I like Jonny Depp. Both of them always work together and both of them are so cute in the movie.

Actually Kenny's friend bought Samsung Star Wifi just now. I was like....OMG. seriously is damn tempting!!!!

More Camwhoring session, then Kenny and his fellow classmates hav to rush to get their train, and they left MV. So left me and Brigitte.

We walked around for a while, then left and go somewhere to catch BIG MATCH! Red Devils vs The Reds. We went to Devi's at Bangsar, sat and drank. Bri ordered thosai to eat. Then we asked whether they're showin the Match, and they said no, cause Tv or Astro broke down.

We rushed out, and head towards nearby my house, foodcourt, Forum 19 and watch. Dad's friend reserved a place for dad, but dad didn't go. So I thought I can take his place there. Couldn't find a parking, inside was full, outside pretty far too, and it was raining. Then we wanna go to Picadilly's to watch, on the way, I called Shaun and see where he's about, and he was at Forum 19. It was sooo noisy and loud, I couldn't hear him clearly.

Since it's on the way, I asked Brigitte to turn into my hse, get an umbrella, and go back to Forum 19 to watch. We parked at the roadside, like other ppl did, went there. It was packed. There's no place actually. Almost 70% were Man United's fan. There's a couple, unknown couple sat next to Shaun, then we grabbed vacant chair and sat behind Kevin Jacob. Then the couple left, we took their seat. We were about 20 mins late, Man U and Liverpool had a draw. Torres and Rooney scored 1 goal for their own team.

We saw Red.fm sitting in front too, ah, event with Red.fm. The REDS are around.

Ordered Mash Potato and Wedges, got free for wedges. woohoo! thank you uncle. ehhe.

continue to watch, and of course, Man United won!! woohoo!! home game and they won!! WOOHOO!! GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

We stayed a while, because Red.fm had a lucky draw contest. For those who predicted the final score had a chance to win a MAN U jersey. Kevin Jacob was one of the 40+ ppl who predicted correctly, however only one winner. They drew one by one, only the last person can win the jersey, others got consolation price. TOP 10, Kevin was still in. Then, we heard a name called out. It was Kevin. Oh man, he got a consolation prize. Then we stayed a while to cheer a bit. Left 2 person, another uncle and a guy called David, I think. David's name was called out from the draw and which means the winner is the uncle. The lady DJ, asked is it Kevin Jacob, we were like..huh? and Kevin, the real Kevin Jacob stood up and shouted "I WIN".

Confusion was going on. Wrong Kevin was called earlier. haha. BUT, to make fair and square, draw must be made again. so between 3 of them. Uncle Kevin or Calvin or wat eva, Kevin Jacob and David. Uncle Kevin or so's name was called 1st, then left 2 of them. We as friends cheered for Kevin Jacob!! We got more ppl and louder than David's friends. HAHA. Luck was on Kevin Jacob. David's name was called and it makes Kevin Jacob the winner for the MAN UNITED JERSEY!!! woohoo!! congrats!!!

It was funny, but we're all happy for him. woohoo!!

The game was pretty physical, and some Liverpool fans said Referee was biased or so. Well, it's a game anyway. Happens. hehe.

Man U's glory makes them top of the table. 6 points above and 2 games ahead of Chelsea and Arsenal. After Man U's match was Chelsea's match against Blackburn. In order for Man U to stay on top, Chelsea must either lose or get a draw in a match. If they win 2 matches, it'll make Chelsea on top. NONO!!!

It was a great day out and a great night to celebrate the winners.

So happy. ^^

convo!!

2010-03-07T16:17:00.010+08:00

6th March 2010, marks a very important date for Alfa-ians. It's a convocation and prom night.

Wooohoo!

I've made it! after 3 and a half years in Alfa, doing Interior Architecture! I've finally grad. Now, I'm free but yes, not really free. hehe.

I'm not the only one, my classmates, my seniors and juniors made it! Ah, we're all so happy! happy happy! After all the hardwork, staying up late nights til morning, sleepless nights actually.

All the memories in Alfa indeed unforgettable. The friendships I've made. I'm really really grateful to know most Alfa-ians, seniors and juniors (not the super seniors and super juniors, even though got some) I love you guys, and of course never forget the girlfriends and boyfriends of my friends.

Alright, in the morning of the important day, my classmates and I went for a class photo shoot in one of a house in SS2, which the photographer actually works with one of the bridal house in SS2.

I've told myself what to wear and got inspiration from, a Korean girl group, After School when they perform in "Because of you" song. I'm happy with my choice though, after consulting so many people. Thank you Kylie and Jessey. However 2 people, my dad and Steph told me not to, but to wear dress. Sorry, didn't listen to you but I'm still happy. hehe.

*now i donno what is wrong with the writings*

This photo shoot, was planned by Michael, how we pose I mean, the sequences and all. We all were excited for this day. All of us gather together.

We were pretty late, after the photo shoot, we rush to the hotel for Convocation rehearsals. From there, then we took more of camwhoring photographs. hehe.

at 4.30, The ceremony starts. Excited.

Up the stage, down the stage, took group photos, individual photos.
My parents came later, after the ceremony, bought me a bouquet, and sorry Kylie for the flower delivery delay. Really really sorry but thank you for the flowers. LOL. Never thought u'll give one to me too. ^^ so sweet and thoughtful of u. MUAKZ!

Here comes the pictures.

Royal Gossip Family, just reached for rehearsal before taking the robe.

One of my closest friend in class, Jessey.

4 of us share similar hairstyles

Batch of 05 onwards til 07.

IA 06CD and IA07AB, not everyone were there.

My sifu, Mr Roger Loh, everyone's best IA lecturer

Everyone's best Architecture/ Western History Lecturer.

The one who made us feel like going to the places in the world.

My family.

IAs

Wany, the local model and actress.

My life Saviour One, Sycko Amy, without him, I seriously can't be there. All thanks to him and...

My life saviour 2, Mr Eeson Lim

The prom night.

PAC, Alfa's Performance Arts Club. All thanks to them, to make this Prom works, despite the passiveness of most of the audiences. zzZZZzZZZ. I love PAC members! woohoo! Keep it up people!

My classmates and lecturers during the dinner.

Few of the Malay Friends I have in Alfa. Love u all, miss u all.

Thank you Raihan for the Specs.

Toilet Shot, cannot be missed for cam whorers.

It was an awesome day and night. Oh oh, with this outfit, I was nominated for Best Dress for the ladies. Look simple right, all thanks to my stylist, Hair Stylist, Emily ^^ and Fashion advisor, Jessey and Kylie. LOL ^^ However I couldn't stay long to know the result, so I back off. Damn, maybe I could've won. HAHA.

It was tiring day. I really love the outfit even though it wasn't exactly like the Korean Girls, but almost there. hehe.

Oh yah, thank you to Ms Loh Soo Har for accompany me to Mid Valley for last one hour shopping. Walking up and down to look for jacket. Went to G2000, Padini, MNG, Zara, then Sub. I fell in love with a jacket in Zara, its simple black with white lining on it, It's really really beautiful but went to Sub after that to check out. So I brought a jacket and the Fedora from Sub. The price for 2 things in Sub = 1 jacket in Zara with around RM30 change. However, in the end, didn't wear the jacket. Pretty wastage. Well, still can keep for future. Next time can buy Zara's!! HEHEHE.

Finally!! WOHOO!!

Well, like my previous post, I'm free, but NOT totally FREE. Still in process becoming potential HOUSEWIFE! not liking that idea much.

over? nah....

2010-03-03T00:15:00.005+08:00

well, i just had my Final Final presentation!

it's all last minute work..

I know i can do better, if, like my dad said, if i manage my time well. he said i must learn bout time management.

i was thinkin i had plans, all in plans, well planned, but suddenly things got interrupted, then? plans kena postponed ryt?

nvm la.

either ways, i must manage my time and my life. since now i'm "FREE", its time to find myself, soon. i really need time for myself.

oh ya, even though its a huge relieve after this presentation, but i still got work to do. i know its like never ends. i still got report to do, working drawings, portfolios, touch up my previous works, full scale furniture section on canvas. that's quite a lot of things to do anyway. so, please do understand that i'm consider free, but NOT TOTALLY FREE!!

to old folks, SITTING in front of computer means FREE! doing nothing but "PLAYING" with computer. zzZZZZzzZZ.

actually, seriously, there's a lot of things to do with myself. that's why i prefer to stay alone! what to do, i'm still a "KID" and being youngest means doing everything. I seriously have a potential of becoming a housewife. hehehe. JJ ^^ i can cook! i can clean house, if i want to, depends on my mood. hehehe. LOL perasan-ted.

i'm glad my presentation is over. it was not that good, but not that bad as well. one burden down, few more to go. can can can do it!

i really feel so grateful to have such wonderful friends and seniors to help me out, Amy, Eeson and Sushi, for helping me out with my presentation. At the same time, other friends especially Zeon who supports me morally and motivates me when I need it!

THANK YOU to all of u all!

Love you guys til death! hehehe.

again, even though its "over" but I'm not totally "FREE".

Season

2010-02-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

Guess what season is it now?

HEHEHE.

The COUGHING season!! CRAZY!!

I've been sick for...almost 2 weeks now. Keep coughin nonstop. Went to see doctor, now antibiotics finished, left the cough syrup. Once sick, cannot do work, coz, the cough syrup makes ppl drowsy and sleepy.

So can say, I've been lazy.

Well, I'm not the only one who is coughing. All the ladies in the house also coughing coughing. Luckily my dad n bro's condition aren't as bad as us. They're like off on cough. CNY not finish til this sunday, and my mom warned my cousin who wish to come for visit not to come coz we don wan to contaminate her and her one year old child. The whole house is already full of virus.

Just now, I saw my friends getting sick too. Cough, flu, sore throat. That's the season.

Next tuesday is my final presentation, then 4 days later, convocation. I only have 3 days to sleep fully b4 convo. I'm excited though.

Now rush rush for presentation. I'm really grateful because I have friends helping me out. My seniors. Owing him 4 years of food supply. Hopefully I can finish on time. Really hope to finish on time. With my condition now, I hardly can concentrate on my work. But then, die die also must finish. After presentation or convo admit to hospital also nevermind.

Wish me well and luck.

What do u think?

2010-02-14T04:23:00.004+08:00

I just saw this picture.

It's not a happy picture.

I felt something amiss and saddening in this pic.

This is what I see, my interpretation.

Junsu- "I'm not afraid"

Changmin - "I wanna approach you guys"

Jaejoong - "unpredictable" no, i mean, he is unpredictable. he looks like getting away.

Yunho and Yoochun looked like scared, especially on Yoochun, looked more scared and worried.

I really feel something missing, I want to see all of them have that happy together vibe.

I hope this pic is not photoshop-ed. I mean not a solo shoot and put all together. I hope they shoot this altogether as 5.

Compared to these down here. The vibe is totally different.

The happy 5

The romantic 5

The serious 5, even serious doesn't seem that sad vibe.

After the court case, everything changes. I really hope it'll solve soon and back to 5 again, happily ever after.

I seriously miss them.

it's girl or guy?

2010-01-16T22:42:00.005+08:00

I'm bloody happy and satisfied for now.

Well, My brother brought my mom and I to Bangsar. My bro intro a salon where he usually cuts his hair, and i intro my mom to boutiques, (which she didn't go in the end).

I went into the salon, pretty, normal salon, at least better than others.

I had to wait for about 30 mins for my turn. The stylist my brother asked for was busy.

While waiting for the stylist, one shampoo boy, Alex, washed my hair. I felt so nice and so relaxed. He massaged my hair and my head and neck. He's good.

Then i had to wait again, coz the stylist was busy with other ppl.

Then, my stylist came, Emily, a hip outgoing lady. She really reminded me of my college classmate, Jessey who loves hairstyling too. I could see how both of them dress similarly. Emily has a tattoo on her hand, words, sentences in some language, an eye, at the right back and one more, can't eally see properly in the middle back.

She kinda asked me what do I want, I told her I wanted something short, look feminine yet 'yeng'. She looked like surprised. Of course, I gave her, kinda a hard thing to do. HEHE.

So, she gave suggestion on how how how. I kinda agreed. I was worried how it'll turn out, to something I don't like. So I let her do her job. She used electronic shaver and the layering scissors. She's excited as I am. We chatted. We both get quite along. Chat chat, then half way my brother came in with my mom, waited for me, coz it's been quite long.

Well, Emily suggested for me to get "Relaxer" for my hair, because I have er, frizzy and stubborn hair. It's, from the name its for hair to be relax. We both know, my hair can't be helped. LOL. It's pretty sad case for me. HAHAHA. She also suggested to do highlights on my hair to be able to see the style.

I didn't realize we were in hurry for dinner, it's almost 5.30, dinner said to be at 6.30. Both my mom and brother pretty upset, coz we're in hurry and I still need to do the "relaxer".

So, I did it, washed it, then shampoo it, then condition it, then wash then trim abit.

It's done almost 6.30.

This is how it looks.

Short enough. My gurly side.

This is the shortest side. My guy side.

My both side.

My back side, see how it goes to the side. hehehe.

I loved how it turned out. I really love it, and I'm really sure, b4 CNY, my hair grow, and I'll cut the both side. HEHEHE.

Now I have another problem, I only can sleep one side of my head, and not suppose to wash my hair for 3 days. Got styled, and relaxed. I told Emily that, I can't leave my hair without washing when I just woke up, it'll look like lion's mane. Really really bad. Then she said, at least 2 days. HAHA. I'll try then.

I'm pretty worried that I might scare my nephew coming tmr. He's 1 year plus, my mom and grandma were joking saying that, don't know what my nephew will call me, one side uncle, one side aunty. LOL. When his mom cut her hair, he took a while to recognize his mom. LOL. Cute little kid.

Now, I've burnt my brother's wallet for this, the haircut was OK, but the RELAXER was killing.

Since I've burnt it, I don't think I have the chance to go for SUJU's concert. I wanted to ask him to pay for me 1st, then deduct from my allowance, but my chance for it, is like less than 10%....

BUT I just asked him, he asked for the price. I said, the cheapest, he said ok caused I've made a deal to cut 100 from my allowance every month, this whole year. I hope is enough to cover my haircut, the Interior book and CONCERT!! *WINK WINK* HAPPY HAPPY.

However, I still need to consider, because, with that amount of money, I can shop for my clothes and my worn out wallet and friend's and family's burfday gifts. HOWHOW"?? It's only SUPER JUNIOR, but still. IF it's DBSK, die die also go, dat one must try super harder to save super money for that.

The concert price is really ...pricey for Korean artiste. It's true. I believe DBSK will cost more.

Alryt, that's all for now.^^

P/S: Lesson learnt 1) Never assume, ask for the price 1st

2) Work for it

3) Daring enough not necessary is satisfied (For this, I'm daring, and satisfied for now, not know how in future)

Never bored of it

2010-01-14T16:57:00.004+08:00

Well, I always check on DBSK news and updates in DBSKsleeplessnights.net and other Kpop news in DailyKpopNews.blogspot.com

Well, DBSK's new MV is out, Breakout!

It was dark, mysterious MV. Love Jaejoong's hairdo. Looks a bit like the Secret Code's cover shoot.

Then DBSKsleeplessnights posted one post on Changmin complement his hyung's singing in high note. It was a clip from Secret Code in Tokyo Dome, singing "Kiss the Baby Sky" Love that song.

From that post, I feel like watching it again. Watch Secret Code live in Tokyo Dome.

So I did, now streaming on youtube.

I really never get bored of them.

I really wanna get the Box Set! So many things to buy. money money money

Well, concert comes 1st, SUJU AH!!!

Always Keep the Faith and 13elieve! ^^

CONCERT!!!

2010-01-14T02:16:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR is coming to MALAYSIA!!!

in MARCH!!!

I'm really really excited for on this, EVEN though its not DBSK, but IT's SUPER JUNIOR!!!

I WANNA GO!! If it's DBSK, die die also MUST GO!! haha. BUT it's SUPER JUNIOR!!!

I'm getting all excited. I hope someone can sponsor me..and its near ma burfday.. *hint hint* AHAHAH.. just kidding.

OK, I'm gonna bet it with my Final Thesis, I finish it before 20th! must finish everything in FEBRUARY!!! OMG!! STRESS sTRESS!!

OKOK!! I'm gonna bet it! JADI or NOT, I must finish it!! BY THEN!! then HOLIDAY!! concert or not, as long as its holiday!!!

OKOK.tidur dulu!! or, tak jadi tidur, do work!! hehee..

wOOHOO!!

*as if i can go* hahahha

Pretty Boy

2010-01-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

I saw a pretty boy last friday at mamak.

I've been talkin bout this guy soon after til now, to various friends. maybe repeated to same friend. HEHE

This person I saw, I actually saw him before at mamak, I was hesitating and been guessing a guy or a girl. He has a girl feature, his hands and legs aren't so manly or built. His face too, he has pretty eyes for a guy, eye brow, pretty shaped, double eyelid. OK, he sat 3 tables away, I still can see. It's not really far away, but still, I can see.

I saw him few times with a girl, maybe girlfriend, sister or lesbian partner. HEHEH. I was just guessing and assuming.

BUT, last friday, he came with I think same girl, 2 younger boys, I think brothers, cause they have almost same kind of pretty eyes and an aunty. I think its whole family.

I was sitting facing them, well, I came before him, so not that I purposely wanna sit facing him.

So, while I was there, I look, not stare, just simply glancing at him. He remind me of JAEJOONG of TVXQ! coz JJ has pretty face too but JJ is well built.

I think that this guy, at mamak, if he build up his muscle, then he'll be perfectly pretty boy.

OH YA, how I think is a he not a tomboy or ah kua, because, I could hear him talking, and is a MAN's voice.

Now, I keep thinkin bout this pretty boy and JJ. AH!! hope to see him again.

I miss JJ in action.

Always Keep the Faith

P/S: Thank you Meredy for sending the 'things' to me.

So long, Farewell

2010-01-11T03:40:00.002+08:00

sI went out with ma Zhi Muiz for Wenny's and Christine's Farewell.

Went out lunch in One Utama, with them and another few friends, Nikki, Yee Mei, Wei Zheng and his 2 kids. His kids are soo cute!

At first we went to Chili's, waited, we're on the waiting list, when its our turn, they asked if its ok for us to have split tables for 6 adults and 2 kids. Of course we don't want too, then we left. Wei Zheng wanna leave with the kids, oh he did, b4 we went to Chili's, down to escalator, and called him to join us with the kids. So, he wanna coax his kids to go KFC so he can leave, then we decided to have KFC instead, together with the kids. HEHEHE. Thank you Wen, for the lunch.

We had KFC, left 2 Original Chickens, few buns and 1 or 2 mashpotato. We were all FULL.

Then we head to Cinema, but, Wei Zheng left with his kids, so left us 5 ladies. ;) Thank you Nikki for the movie.

We watched kinda boring movie, Cirque de Freak, the vampire movie. Freaks. Some parts were funny, I was really laughing out loud. Sorry for the embarrassment.

Then we head to Starbucks, the girls lied and bought me a drink. I felt extremely bad going out with them and havin them paying for me. Thank you Christine.

See, I never pay a cent. GOSH. When I start working, with good and reasonably pay, I absolutely will treat them back and of course never forget my family, by BBs and who ever had treated me.

Then, we left, I followed Wenny and Christine, Yee Mei had Wei Zheng came back to fetch her and go for dinner, and Nikki, went back home for dinner. I was really full with Orange Frappucino, almost wanna vomit, then Christine asked me to have dinner with her, Wenny and her both parents, as farewell. I was like, er, I was kinda reluctant, but sort of no choice, cause Wenny drove us.

We went to Louisiana, by Kelana Jaya Lakeside, It was an awesome place. I knew such place exist but never been there. It's a must go place for meal. There're few restaurants there. Not bad.

Christine's parents were awesome, both hot and look so young. They ordered a pint of Hoegarden, Lamb Chop, it was huge and really worth it, then some chicken thingy, don't know what's that. I ordered Orange + Carrot Juice, then Wenny ordered hot Jasmine tea, Salmon salad, Christine ordered Cold Green tea, pizza and a Nachos. We're suppose to share, but I was really really full. I only took some, really some, yes at this point I have small stomach to fill all these. I even had a big business after the meal.

We went back to Christine's house, I really don't feel well, stomach is upset and bloody full. I really had to force myself to vomit some out, just to feel at least better because, we're all planned to go to Library for drinks. Yeaps. I don't wanna puke in public again. I was feeling much better than before. Thank goodness.

Then, Chon Wai came, fetched 3 of us, went to Library, it was full, and noisy with lots of noise and sound.We went upstairs, outdoor, ordered 2 pints of Hoegarden, pretty enough for us because buy 1 pint free half pint, I only can take the half, well, i gave 1/4 pint to CW. I cannot drink so much, pretty empty stomach. HEHE.

There're event, "Got talent or not?" We couldn't see a thing, but the screen, which often "NO SIGNAL" from the projector. BLOODY HELL. We drank, talked, watched, cam whoring. Er ya. Then a bunch of, I think younger college students came to the area we were at, Girls, guys couples. I kinda saw one kinda not bad looking, body, pretty buffed, no, looked buffed, but kinda ok. Well, there's a girl with him, I think not together, and flirted with him. I told myself no younger guys. I had friends with bad experiences, uh uh, no no for me. When I see these guys, reminds me of my friend's ex-es. NONO!! HUGE NONO, BUT, unless, he's cute with money and a huge celebrity, then OK. HAHAHAHA. *DREAM ON*

Then Nikki came, drank together, ordered another 3 pints. Then Wei Zheng and Yee Mei came too. We talked, drank. It's just a drinking place.

We heard the noise, Few groups contending, Elecoldxhot, a B-Boys dancing group, they were good, Real good, even though I didn't get to see them live, but from the screen, they're good, and of course I saw them on TV before in Astro, battleground competition. They were 1st Runner Up. Then Dimension. Singing group of 2 guys and 2 girls. Oh yes, they were good, listening to them singing, good good. Now I see, the bunch of college kids *I am one too* at he area were Dimension's fans or friends. They had their own Dimension T-shirt. HEHE. Big crowd too.

We talked drank and ya cam whoring nonstop. click click.

Then the students went out, downstairs, wherever they are, out from the area, I went to the balcony, nearer to the stage, where at least I can watch a bit. Russel, I think one of the judges, sang, he was good. HEHE, then I was lingering there til they announce the winner. No, they had a break, I went back to the seat, then they resume back, and I went back to the balcony. I saw they're like handing out the prize, like a cheque thingy, 1st runner up is 4K but Grand Prize is 30K, HUGE DIFFERENCE!!! OMG. The crowd were awesome, one group, one side shouted for ECX, elecoldxhotz and another side for Dimension. 2 finalist. They winner goes to .... ECX!!! I supported them too, but both teams are real good. Oh ya, how they won is by votes on Youtube, just difference with 14 votes, quite close. Congrats!!

We left Library too, OMG, the crowd outside, packed. Then people taking photos with ECX. Then someone asked wanna take with them? I was like why not, but ya, we did. er, 4 girls except Yee Mei. HEHE.

Bloody Wei Zheng burst a balloon next to my face, me as usual, bitting people, chased him and whack his back. MUAHAHAH. Good massage. hahah. sorry Yee Mei. Then I offered, truce, friends by shaking hand. HAHAH. I totally lost my ego and pretty embarrassed cause I chased him and shouted. I was pretty loud. *** MALUNYER**** HAHAH, but heck, revenge.

We shook hands, friends again. HAHAHA.

What a day. I'm gonna miss Wenny for goin back to Starcruise to work, wont be seeing him for 5 months plus. YA I know. few months only. Then Christine, leaving to Singapore for work and staying with her fiance, er. sort of. ya.

Take care my girls.

Ok now, time to sleep, I had eally long sleep yesterday, from 8.30 pm til 11.30 then cont at 1.30 all the way to 11. Awesome. HAHAHA.

Ok, sleep sleep, long long post......zzZZZ. I knew no one gonna read it all, well, its my journal. heheheh. Oh oh, I've scouted my potential wallet and bags. WOOHOOO!!! next month next month!!

P/S: I'm soo gonna cut my hair this weekend, thank you kor, for sponsoring me. MUAHAHA.

misunderstanding

2010-01-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAH

i donno why im happy, but ya, im happy, laughing inside.

I'm laughing with my own embarrassment.

She's not his girlfriend.

AHAHHA.

She's a friend whom need another friend for comfort.

pity him, he has to do this again. comforting 'just-broke-up' friend. not easy to do.

ahahah...huge misunderstanding.

Feel so pai seh..hahahha

Heartbeat

2010-01-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

I couldn't sleep well.

I was in bed around 3.30, then brother called at 4.30. He arrived KL then from Thailand. Woke mom up and accompany me to KL to fetch brother and his friend.

I wasn't surprise to see the friend is a female friend. muahaha. FINALLY! My brother has a girlfriend. Er, not confirm, I'll ask tonight. My mom and I sat at the back, let my brother to drive and his 'friend' sat in front. haha. I did said "HALO" she ignored me, only say hi to my mom. ISHQ. looks also not friendly d. DENG.

Bro dropped off us home 1st, then fetch his 'friend' home. I said bye also, she ignored me AGAIN. She said bye and thanks to my mom, but I'm the one who drove. ISHQ!!! not friendly!!! 1st time meet also givin me not a good vibe. I expect someone more friendly, OK, FINE, maybe its first time meeting. I really hope can get along with my future sis-in-law, whoever she is. I'll see how in future.

Then, went back to bed, I couldn't sleep. It was 5.30. I was turning right left right left. I couldn't sleep!! My heart beats faster than normal. I wasn't thinkin 'bout my assignments or what so ever but, I feel like I couldn't breathe and my heart beats fast. I was like worryin bout something, but don't know what. Oh yes, I was worrying that I will get heart attack. HHEE..

Right left right left til my mom woke up again, around 6 plus almost 7.

then, I slept, til 12 plus. OMG. so lazy to wake up!!

Then even now, I also feel the same way. 'Xin bu an' 'Restless heart' Must adjust back my timing. I think its my lifestyle.

2010

2010-01-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

It's now 2010! Happy NEW Year!

It's just another year, with the number changes and ages.

New year, everything new. REALLY?

New resolution? HAHA, every year same resolution, but doesn't make any difference.

There're bad and good things happened in 2009 and the past ...er...20+ years.

I was telling and asking my friend, Brigitte bout people always talked bout what happened in 2009, good and bad, and mostly related to human, who had died, who achieved what, what had happened in a certain country, what world records, however, I never hear or see people talk bout what is happening to the Earth.

Oh ya, there're natural disaster. Oh yes, Earthquakes, Tsunami, Volcano, Tornado, Storms. Ah, yes. Someone did mentioned bout it, but the most memorable bout Global Warming is the Ice Berg from the South Pole, Floats, and from Australia can see it!

What else? People?? Michael Jackson DIED! The World Most Shocking News. TRUE! The King Died. Even Korean celebrities danced and sang his songs during Year End Events.

Anyway, What bout you? Have you made new resolutions?

Well, I wish everyone A Happy New Year!

May you all have a great days ahead with joy and happiness and God Bless!

korean drama's moral

2009-12-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

After the drama "You're Beautiful", I've kinda stopped watching dramas.ONLINE.

However, there's one drama I watch on TV, staring Jang Geun Suk too! EHEHE. It's called Hwang Jini. This is a story bout a famous Gisaeng, or I think Geisha in Japanese.

Jang Geun Suk really look very very young here. Ok. I'm watching this because of him, but then, there's something I learned from Korean dramas.

Mostly, the main characters are strong and has very strong determination.

Like Hwang Jini in Hwang Jini

Jang Saebyuk or Kim Saebyuk in You're my Destiny.

Go MiNam/Go Minyu in You're Beautiful.

They do, I mean, they determined to do something and must achieve it in the end. I really admire it.

I know this is only in dramas, but I think this is in human.

Anything can be achieve if we're determined. I believe so.

Drama just not drama, I also believe that every show or drama which is shown, should have their own moral and message behind.

I should apply it in my life and my work. Strong determination to do things and achieve it!!

I WISH

2009-12-24T15:19:00.002+08:00

I really wish he can drive.

it's really nerve wrecking everytime he complains bout how i drive and what i should do.

just because i can drive, doesn't mean i MUST do everything.

when there's other people who can drive and really doing nothing, why still be me?

still gender bias.

i know, i must compromise, but i hate it most of the time.

there's nothing i can say to him.

i hate arguing with him, ending up, i don't have a good talking terms with him.

i really dont really like talking to him these days.

feel much better after saying it out.

however, i wish things would be better and i really don't wanna be like him.