This year, I don't feel to celebrating my birthday at all. I don't have the fun feeling to celebrate at all. Even lotsa of my friends wanted to celebrate with me, planned for me but I turned them down. Alexis, Su Jan and Kenny planned for me to have a celebration in Poppy, or Laundry, but I'm not interested at all, I really don't have the mood to celebrate it at all. I did thought of go away from here and did planned to go to Penang for the weekend. Planned with Jan, and talked bout it, but end up didn't go because of saturday class, monday, on my birthday itself got presentation. That's why didn't go for Penang too. Darn. I just turned them down. Kenny even ask me to go Bangsar for this Jazz thingy, I said no. Alexis tried to convinced me to go, but I just said no. I just went to Jessey's house and do some research for my presentation. Well, the whole weekend, research and prepare for presentation. Wanted to go Uk education fair, also didn't make it. But it's ok. Not that I'm goin to Uk to further my degree. Freaking expensive.
On sunday, Super Sunday, 4 big English football clubs against each other, for me the most interesting 1 was Man U vs Liverpool. Wanted to watch, Alen wasn't in, went to Malacca, then thought of watching maybe with Jessey's brother, Jason, but I make an appointment with Xiao Wen (Audrey) that night, night before she leave for work on Star Cruise. We went to Old Town Kopitiam, met her new boyfriend, George, her colleague from Phillipines. He did, a little remind me of Eugene. She gave me a t-shirt as my birthday gift, a keychain and a box of chocolates from Australia. Then I went to Jessey's house to do research til 5. Half complete.
On Monday, went to college early, at 9, compile the research and try to complete the presentation. Skip. .. . presentation, D'eric's group starts then mine. Before he started, I went to toilet, then I came back, D'eric's group has started. I waited outside, then I heard Michael's and Chris's voice from the staircase. I went and peep, I saw Michael holding a Secret Recipe bag, I just pretend didn't see and went back in front of the class, then Michael and Chris came and I wish them thank you. We went in. During his presentation, there's electricity problem, then during my time, it happened 3 times. Mr Syahrul was fed up, and declaired class dismiss. YEAH! then Michael and Chris went to take the cake from the staff room, and began to sing Birthday song in front of everyone. Mr Syahrul and few other classmates don't really know is my birthday, well, I wasn't really surprised since I know its from secret Recipe, but what make me shocked was that, there're 6 different types of cheesecakes with 2 slices each. The cheesecakes remind me of Eugene which he bought for me for my 18th birthday. And another surprise was, they bought me a bag from Kissing Cat!! I wanted a bag from there for so long, and they bought for me. So sweet of them. Alen took a picture of me and Mr. Syahrul together. Kinda stupid, well, lecturer and student only.Then, .....skip, went to Jessey's house and eat the cakes. Everyone, er, mostly everyone, came and share to eat the cake.
Went back home to sleep, for an hour, woke up went dinner with family near Dataran Prima, ate Crabs..Yum Yum..then came back, Charmaine waited for me outside my house, and bought me a slice of Cheese cake from Secret Recipe too, but good was different from the one my classmate bought. And she gave me a book about friendship and make me a card. With her creativity and her talent, it was beautiful. I suggested to her to take up Graphic Design. :) Then, at home, another cake waiting for me, Tiramisu from Kings. Mom or Aunty bought it. Didn't blow candle, but cut cake.
I was kinda upset that Eugene didn't wish me and I did mentioned to Kenny about it. Then he messaged me, and I suspected that Kenny told him. Kenny didn't admit, but the way he answered me did sound like he did told Eugene and asked me back Is that important. Well, for me it is. Because, if Kenny didn't mentioned to him, he wouldn't remembered, he wouldn't wish me at all. I think he really has forgotten about me. He has girlfriend, what am I? EX-girlfriend, merely a friend. Ok, fine, maybe he's busy. I don't know. Actually, what I wish for my birthday was him to come back with me and we can be together again, I had wish weeks, and months before my birthday but it seems my wish don't come true at all. Well, maybe its time. Always its time. Now, this shows he don't remember me and does not care for me anymore, even as a slight friend. I'm really does out from his life. Time to move on without him in me.
Very disappointing even the Bithcin' Babes except Tracey does not remember my birthday. No wish from them, from lots of friends. I think even I changed the birthdate in Friendster, no one actually remember. Maybe they're just too busy, since its exam week for most unis and college. Haihz, can't do anythin, they're still my friend. Don't really blame them too. It's over now. Still love you guys...
