Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Perfection vs Flaw

What do you see within the clouds?
Other than blue sky and white clouds or greyish blue clouds.
Use your imagination...
what do you see?
what I see???
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I see an old lady on the right, like crying for a lost or maybe unborn baby (on the left)
sad one...


This was taken from KLCC park, sitting facing the park, see the fountain a bit.
It was late evening, sun setting.

I was with mom at the Home Furniture and Furnishing Fair at KL Convention Centre.
Good thing was, the sun setting behind us, and thanks to KLCC, we're blocked from being burn.
Lots of people around. Different races, different ages and both sexes.
Great place to take pics.

The main thing I want to get from this pic was, the moon is obvious between 2 buildings with contrast of clear blue sky.

My mom said it will better to take if its at night. The contrast will be better. But we left to shop inside.

A night catching up with Brigitte after weeks of sorrow and world cup.
We went to McD at Sect 14. Had sundae for myself and a value meal for her.
We talked and did this too. tear a paper, make into a boat.
Left one fries as a 'human'
and 2 spoons as rower.
Row row your boat, gently down the stream......no stream...

We were there for quite long, almost 4 hours.
so her turn to get sundae and me a sundae cone.
I was licking licking...yum yum.
It was like 'clean'
Then. . . .
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Brigitte can't see it too clean, she has to put some chocolate chips on it.
I was like....zzzZZZ
She said its a flaw.
And I put it right on the girl's nose..
looked cute.

Then she made me think of something.

Flaw..

No matter how much I like to make it smooth, she still wants to put the chips on it. -.-

I was thinking that, nothing is perfect.
No matter how much we want to make something looks perfect or make itself perfect, a thing or a person, there's always a flaw to it.
It's either we make it, make something too perfect, still not satisfied, and it eventually became imperfect and a flaw.
We, human always not satisfied.

From the previous pics, is the same.
The sky, not always clear.
Not always blue.
Clouds are there.

Accept the fact that it's not perfect.
Accept the fact there's always a flaw.
Sometimes, perfection is not always beautiful.
Sometimes the flaw is more beautiful than perfection.
Flaws, sometimes is not that bad.
We can learn the flaw, a mistake maybe not to make it perfect, but
make it better, than a flaw or to the max, near perfection.

Is It Real???

Is it real?

the house I live in,

the family I'm with,

the friends I know.

the strangers around.

the places I've been and not been there.

What I see is it real?

Places I drive around, the eyes sees turn left, but in reality, is it really left?

I've always been wondering 'bout all this.

What is reality?

I've been thinking a lot about all these.

Then religion comes in.

Buddhist says, human, dies and reincarnate in the next life, but can be in different form, depends on how human are when they're alive. The soul is just loaning the body.

In other religion, when human or any living things dies, the soul will either go to hell or heaven.

There're even questions about ghosts and devil. Angels? Vampires? Werewolves?

These are portrayed in the religion, but does it really exists?

I've been questioning the existence of God. Where is God? Who is God?

I guess I'm not the only one who thinks that way.

Some who believe strongly in their religion, their faith to God is strong, and some try to lead other people into their religion. When this happens, different faith is in, different believes is in, and leads to differences and it could turn ugly.

Not only religion, some other believes, believes and the thinking 'bout life. One has their own stands, but when they think they're always right, sometimes they don't think and concern 'bout what other people thinks and feel 'bout it. Sometimes its just selfish and inconsiderate.

We're human, and I question this all the time.

Like those movies, sci-fi ones, artificial intelligent, ET, Star Wars, Avatar, and now, Inception (not really sci-fi but its 'bout science and psychology)

As technology gets more significant and advance, human can't stop developing it even more. As one day, it will substitute human in working. Those cleaning jobs, deliveries, food processing, even a child, all controlled and monitored by technology and robots. And I guess human population will extinct even faster. Why?

Jobs will be less, no income, no family, no place to stay, welfare homes will be more. What else can they do? now everything controls by MONEY! without it, no one be able to survive.

Even those movies, the world is different, it says decades or centuries later, our world might look like that, and we're living in a fast pace world. Super fast, til it leads to natural disasters. We all know how it turn.

Life cycle continues, just how fast it is.

Back to reality, wait, what is the reality?

Everything seems different. In a blink, things changes, human changes. The way we think changes.

Think, this word is really not easy. Consciously, we think and we know some are just in thoughts. But, sub consciously, we still think, and some are so real. This happens when we dream. It can be a nice dream, or a nightmare.

When I watched Inception last night, my gosh, it happens to me. I mean, I feel it myself, not the Inception part, but the dreams. I don't know 'bout other people. It's just exactly I dreamt of. especially the stairs part. I dreamt once exactly like that, continues and never ends.


I love this movie. The master mind behind this movie, is incredibly intelligent and crazy. It's a psychology movie. It plays with mind a lot. Many people don't understand the movie because it is a bit confusing. I understand it, and I thank Brigitte for the psychological discussion. I think this movie makes people think even more of dreams and reality. *SNAP SNAP*

Seriously to those haven't watch, should go and watch. I guess most of my friends had watch it before I do.

The casts did a great job. Amazing! I salute the writer and director behind this. Chris Nolan, same guy who did The Dark Knight. Thank you Brigitte for reminding me this. hehe.
Like she said, this movie requires a lot of research and studies in psychology.

Another random, midnight movie. I love it. We were in Mid Valley, and movie ends, it was raining heavily. soo heavy!....

I wanted to take psychology course, but this requires a lot of reading and memory. As well as money. Me and this..no no.. when comes to counselling..no no too. but it's an interesting subject. not the counselling part.. just know more bout human and one self. It's like a new discovery. but then, it plays with mind, is it real?