My dearest biatches..together again

I have my own group of friends, we called ourselves the bitchin babes.

This group has been started since 2004, consists of 6 girls initially, then added extended family of 2 girls.Now we're all ladies..hehe..

After my form 6, we seldom meet up due to some overseas, outstation and busy studying or busy with assignments like me.Just once a while, we'll meet, and not completely all of us, maybe sometimes around 4 or 5.

Seldom we got the 6 or 8 of us.And just last nyt, we, all 8 of us meet up again since 3 years ago, during our form 6 o-nyt.

Due to our difference in personalities and attitudes, we're always there for each other and we still love each other. Er, right biatches? Ups and downs, who never been there?, unless that person is not normal, or er..not human..no wait, even animals also do has ups and downs.

So, this is how we look like after 3 years.

The biatches.

Deb, Ivy, Jayne, Stephanie, Mun Yee, Tracey, Aun Jie & Me

Bitches antonym, including the pup

Cute little Stewie, Jayne's and Wai Meng's Baby (Jayne-spelling check plz)

blank

As I open my book, I lifted up and uncap the pen, I just go blank and don't know what to write.

I look at my lap top, scroll down the saved pages of research from the net, I thought I know what I'm gonna do, but I don't.

I just go blank, I don't know where and how to start.

As I look blankly at the blank page of my book and the words of the research pages, I just let time pass me by. Seconds, Minutes, Hours and end up a week, weeks and months. This is how I waste my time doing nothing, for weeks.

I know what is wrong but, I'm still like that, doing nothing.

I dream big, wish and hope big, but not doing anything. What is that?

I know how to advice people, but when it comes to myself, damn it, nothing.

Like what my friend said before about me. "Ask to do little things, I don't know or I don't do at all"

Since then, I really want to change,.....there's always a BUT.Feel so stupid, and lousy.

I even envied my friends who are better than me, and I told myself, I can do it, but what? NOTHING.

I've disappoint my family and friends. Even lecturers.

They looked up at me, hopes on me. They thought they see some potential in me, but I've failed them. I feel much more pressure and scared to do what is beyond.

This is how I wasted my time, on chatting, surfing, and when I feel like blogging, to let go whats inside me, I just blog, like what I'm doing right now (when I was blogging)

I have a week left. Nothing is done. I have lots to do, and I thought I can do within 2 weeks, and now a week, I got more panic, but still lazy and wants to sleep. OH MARN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't get my eyes of MSN, facebook and blog page. Its like a routine, whenever I on my lap top, all these 3 must be on and checked.

I'm scared what I'm doing for not doing anything, and for what I've done.

Just feel like blogging..and now I'm done for the moment. There're much more to say, but not for now. I must head back home and work or SLEEP.

Award???

I got blog award? OMG..YEAH!!
I got awarded by Mr KEN ONG from his blog, TAPESTRY, at his blogaward post!!

er..I'm still blur and not eally sure what to do with it...but I'll just say it here. I got awarded!!

P/S: I have no freakin idea, why I can't link the words or the post.

shopping season

Been shopping for 4 days in a row.
Cats whiskers-3 days
Converse warehouse sales-1 day

On the wednesday, right after exams...BQ exam, had plans with classmates to one u..last minute plan, wanna buy formal clothes for internship.

After exam, went back home and had a nap, while my friends went to print out their portfolios. My brother came back early, and I can drive!!!..hehe..

So around 5 plus, I drove to Cats Whiskers, Damansara Perdana alone, went to shop alone. My ex form 6 friend, Ivy, called and ask to meet up for dinner at one u with others. I was thinkin..herm..since I'm going to meet my classmates there. I called up Adrian and asked him to come along, and offered to pick him up, since he stayed nearby at Desa Park City. Shop shop shop..alone...hehe..

I bought a Lacey High Heel, a high waist blue skirt, a black dress, a pink with black stars top, a grey and another black tube tops, and a black bag. Spent..er..RM400+, first time of time of my life to spent so much in a day, in a shop.

Went to one u, meet Ivy and others with Adrian, had dinner at Sakae Sushi. Talked, Eat, and Cam Whoring...er..not me lar this time, didn't bring camera. After dinner, went to Vincci, then send Adrian home. OMG..Desa Park City...looked so beautiful at nyt, especially the hill. well lit up. and there's a mall inside..coolness.

Then went to classmate's house to show off...

Thursday- went to converse warehouse sales with classmates also. It was full. So many people. I got to buy a shoe, a ladies shoe, cute black lacey pumps from Everlast. I got to buy another 2 t-shirts. One from Kappa and another pink Converse. The Kappa one is for my mom. :) Spent RM80 for all that 3 items.

Friday- I went to airport with Chris and Jessey to conduct my assignment, give out questionaires to public, then went to Cats Whiskers again. This time, I bring them, with Sushi and Ke Xin there, but Chris drove. I felt so bad, made her drive when she's tired. I got to shop again. hehehe. Bought another white top, same as the grey one I bought on Wednesday, a grey belt and a gold loop earring. Love them all.

Saturday- herm, went to Cats Whiskers again. This time is another branch, at Damansara Uptown. Just wanna change my lacey shoe to another size bigger. Unavailable there, so have to go to Damansara Perdana's branch instead. Tried a lot of clothes and shoes at Uptown. I saw one black shoe, high heel, not that high, I tried it on, It was awesome. My friends also compliments me with that shoe. I feel so flattered..LOLX.tried and tried. on man..so tempting.

Sushi and Jessey wanna buy shoes. Only 2 items. Cats Whiskers now has promotion, buy 3 items and above, receive 10% discount each. The shoes I tried was so tempting. Gosh. Then I just buy it, with borrowing Sushi's money..HEHEHE.

Then, I drove to Damansara Perdana's Cats Whiskers. Got to change my lacey shoes, then Ke Xin bought her blue dress, same as my black dress. Then we went to "Face to Face" in chinese is called, mian tui mian, a restaurants serves pan mee, hot and spicy pan mee..like the one in KL, near Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman. It wasn't that good, nothing beats the original from KL.

Shopping Spree this week. Assignment didn't do..JIA LAT.

I told my dad, I know what job suits me. Retail Purchaser. HEHEHEH. There's a course for something like that in Raffles La Salle college, after I took Interior Architecture. Damn. My dad was speechless.

I'm a Big shopper. For my age, my financial state, I admit I am, I might be not as bad as someone else, but I am. LOLX..

Shopping!!!...

I can count there're about 16 or 17 pairs of shoes, high heels, pumps, flats and sports shoes. But I feel, thats not enough. OMG. I really hope and wish I have my own individual closet for shoes, bags, and color coordinated clothes. I shall wait til I start to work and own a lot and alot then shopping!!!hehhehehe

Ok then, finish blogging..better start assignments but sales season is sooo tempting...hahhaha

Season to give.

Well, as this is the Season to Give..a competition set by Ken himself in his blog, Tapestry, i wanna share my best gift/present i've ever received story.


It was my 17th birthday, in school. I was having monthly test on that day itself (it happens every year on my birthday). So just keep it low.


Just minutes after my 1st test finished, my friends, my lovely friends, came to me,surround me at my table and gave me a box, 8" x 12" purple-ish pink color box, with grafitti, and a lovely golden organza tied around the box, and of course, my favourite flower, an artificial sunflower, on the box. It was a surprise, as I thought no one gonna wish me anything.






When I opened the box, OMG, so many things inside.





1) a mug, I don't remember where I put it now :)
2) snoopy's assesories (one of my favourite cartoon charactor)
3) many many short msges/wishes in one of the snoopy metal tube can, and the one I look forward to is, my crush's birthday wish for me :)





4) Pucca's notebook, badges and keychains (never use before)



5) a blue and white strip top, still in my closet
6) birthday cards

The one on the left, is handmade by Maine, right, by Christine

and a lot more, which now I can't really remember, as it was like, 5 years ago.


I was surprised, and I cried in front of them, I was touched because they still remember and they made it special for me.


All these were my friend's idea, Charmaine. Maine, planned this earlier, much early, and I remembered, she bought that box with me. She told me, she wanted to give something for her mom with that box, but I never expect she planned it with other friends, to come out with this fabulous present. She has been the most creative one among my friends, she loves crafts and all. That explains how well she planned, and what she did.


Most of the gifts in the box, I still keep it til now, untouched. Some are too pretty, I really , 'tak sampai hati' to use it.



So far, it was my best gift ever from friends even though I still receive surprises from my friends, college friends.