I'm back! to Student life

I'm officially a student again!
It's not easy for not getting income after working for a year.
I must change and learn from my previous mistakes! Change and be optimistic. Be good!
yes, i have time management problem! must really learn to manage my time so I can work part time.
my previous boss asked me if I can come back and help, just work part time or so. I need income!
so many things to pay and i'm not young anymore. like duh-uh. more and more responsibility after working. Really not easy.
Now seriously, just for the cert, but to revive my once upon a time passion when I first step into Alif. For the sake of earning a decent income to survive. but, yes all the buts, after these years, i cant stop wondering if i'm stepping into the right path. i've did personality test and all, and the 'tester' said i'm fit in this, as in, fit in this line, but not this path. .....

All these kids, lol. no. they're my classmates, only 20, mostly, are more hardworking, and competitive. it's good. healthy stress i guess?

oh well, just hope i do well, blend in this 'society' and ... just do well.

Back to studies?

I've decided to continue my studies in Degree.

I'll have an interview in KBU tmr, and hope things goes well. Lots to ask, actually I already knew few things.

I need that student feelings back and no more procrastinating. I HOPE.

I already tender my resignation last week, and I literally gave my both bosses a bomb. They were shocked.

Well, I've been thinking bout it for very long time, even since last year, til now, I better continue it before its too late, before fees goes up, and the feelings of in need to study for degree gone. I've consulted my previous lecturer and asked my friends bout it, and they encourage greatly on this.

INVEST in FUTURE. absolutely true. knowledge is one thing no one can take it away from us.

Financially, hope it's not too burdensome to my parents. but, to think bout it, the feelings to continue working is in need. DAMN.

ok, decided, means decided. better no turning back.

I like and kinda enjoy working in that company. I really learn a lot, even though is the basic stuff, but its really really a lot. My seniors are really helpful and supportive. I couldn't thank them more. I really owe them a lot, even my bosses, whom treat us to Bangkok mid this year. I owe this to them also.

I really feel guilty for this.

I just wish I could to better in these 2 years.

I even wish I could go to overseas, of course who wouldn't want.

Oh well, will see how tmr.

jjeng jjeng..