Left out. or Ignored.....I m Bad

I choose this route. To be left out to be ignored. But when I want to get back on track, I am left out and ignored.

Was I that bad? Am I not that worth it to be friends?

I am nothing to anyone, but to myself.

I guess Im not a good friend afterall. I think I am.

Just being emo.....

Project Proposals

New sem starts.

New stuff to do..and gonna be busy AGAIN.

Lecturer wants us to come up with 3 project proposals. Gosh, I admit, we have kinda same idea. Same kind of proposals.

I eally need to think out of box...Like what? I couldn't think of 1 which is simple yet different.

HOW??WHAT? WHY? WHEN? WHO? WHERE? all these questions often question by designers..and I'm cracking my head to question myself that. Just to find good, different and simple proposals..

Every sem for my batch is not easy at all..NOT AT ALL..scary...

I'm getting worried for myself now and asking myself..Am I doing the right thing?

Time tells..Time is clicking..and not stopping..SCARY

Sloggi - Art of Humanity

I got 4 free admission invitation to the event, after I bought set of underwears. :)


I called Debbie, and asked other girls too, but only Debbie seems keen and interested to go.

On that day, I gave her a last minute msg, and told her..we'll go, ask her to bring her younger sister along.

She came and pick me up and off we go. The weather that day was awesome, sunny.

B4 Entering, just outside the Sunway Resort

We reached Sunway Lagoon, the organiser tied handband on our hand, Goodie bags, dah habis, but heck and we enter through the entrance next to Euphoria.




On the way down to Surf Beach, at the escalator


We went straight into the surf beach area, a lot of people, from kids to senior citizen, all kinds of races, local and foreigners.


We walked around, look around, there're booths of sponsors, sloggi, kfc, etc.


Phat Fabes and Jules from Fly FM were there, hosting the event, games and all.


3 of us, took a locker, put our stuff, and we walked at the surf beach...and the sisters went to play the...er..some slidin thingy...and their whole body wet, I just watch from bottom.


Walk walk, event on the stage starting soon. We all gathered around the stage, games start. 1st game- Who can wear strappy bra Fastest. They need 5 people, so, the sisters went up, I was down looking at them..*shy shy*... 3 ladies and 2 guys..er..1 guy is kinda big size..all of us wonder how is he gonna wear it.

Debbie, won, and her sis got 2nd place...Debbie has skills and pro in wearing that bra. Coolness.Congrats Debb and Sab.
1st to hands up and say "I finish 1st"

Watched another hair game..hair spray, and this guy, got his armpit sprayed..OMG,..but he won though..


Then, it started raining, ppl around, left.....but then it stopped. We took..and cam whorin b4 we leave..and while we took our own pic, someone, a guy,..just took our pic when we took our own pic..scary..but..hey..got 3 pretty girls there..HAHA..aherm aherm..

3 of us just left, and went up to Sunway Pyramid..walked a while..thinkin what to eat, and where and we went to Friendster Cafe. We had a plate of Caesar Salad with fried Calamari, and a plate of Carbonara..3 of us shared that 2 plates. We had card game, chor dai di....before and after makan..


Something Nice



'Retarded/bwek' face

Then, we went to NOSE...see bags, shoes.....

In toilet, cannot escape the shot

Then, we went off...

Stopped by...no..along the way..camwhoring ere and there...

Debbie sent me back..THank YOU!!!

Signs??

I had a talk with 2 friends that I doubt bout what the tarot card reading I did almost 2 months ago, 2 days ago.It states bout the past, and the future.
This early morning, I read my daily horoscope in friendster, and its the exactly the same thing with the tarot card reading. What is that suppose to mean? I faced the early stage of the 'thing' I don't know how to explain this morning. I saw what I don't expect to see it to happen at all.
And this happen in this critical time of mine, rushing for assignment like shyt.
I really have doubts that it wont gonna happen, as I know what will happen, unless I got the wrong info.
I already have doubts on this....and really wanna just give up, as what I see and feel about the present and the future. And now, this happen at this time, now giving me mix feelings.
I think, just let it be, let it flow, and see what will gonna happen. It's out of my control, I only can watch from afar, and feel it only, but its not with me. Leave it then.
Even though I really really hope it will happen, I mean the horoscope and the tarot card reading..I really hope it'll come true, at the same time I have doubts.
What exactly that I want?? The Secret doesn't work that way.
Let it go then, let it to the universe.
I miss me. HEHEHE..

Continue with assignment then...I need to finish what I need to.