Halloween and Tradisional Week

This week, is the week of tradisional...erm..ok...according to my friends, that 29th Oct is the date when the Japanese conquer Malaya. So my friends came out with an idea that we all wear tradisional clothing just for fun. In short, there're some of us in Japanese costume, and some in Baju Melayu. As for me, I wore back the same baju I borrowed from Alia. I like it, as everyone compliments it. HEHEHEE..thank you Alia.

:) Mom, Dad, Son, daugthers

BERCURANG!!!

AMBIK KO, Kawaiinne

CAK!!!

HANDLESS

We camwhoring in college in costumes. *Stealing photos from FB@Nabila* HEHEH..thank you

Then on friday, today, HALLOWEEN!!! well, I told Sam on monday, I'm gonna wear some rocker/tomboy/emo girl and I did it!!!HEHEHE..we really had fun on halloween in college, well, we had fun camwhoring and make up and camwhoring. Some Jamming in the studio.

All 3 photos above, Alia, cant run from her Vogue look *pounty lips*


Jamming and Camwhoring

Look at the stars,

look how they shine for you,

and everything you do,

they were all yellow

I like this pic of mine

HERM...itu...hermm...

YEAH!!!

This is wat we called art and modeling

Then, we move to next location, McD. Supposingly helping Naufal for his assignment, herm...being model for him...I mean all of us being his model in McD. We all end up camwhoring AGAIN..LOLX..and Lisa, I don't know what to say, she's high, and high. and HIGH..oh gosh..Farny girl, and high. just a word to describe her...HIGH..

Camwhore dulu b4 others comin

Guess whose hands are those??

Alahai, cantik nyer kuku itu.

There'll be more photos I will steal after my friends post it up in FB.

Naufal said, he need more photos. So I think there'll be another session in McD. Camwhoring again kot.

I just had fun today. and now, time for assignment(S)!!!

Say too much

I know I've said too much and overbroad.
I've hurt people unintentionally.
I've embarassed people without realizing.
Sorry.
Damn..why lar? always like this??
Damn

Awkward

It's an awkward situation. I know what is going on, We both know what is going on.
It's damn awkward now.
What is wrong with me? Can't I just be like what I used to be? No Strings Attached. No feelings involved, no history involved.
God, just please help me to overcome this


*This blog is gonna be my journal,...like duh*

My wish for You

You're leaving soon.
I won't be seeing you anymore.
I wish you well.
I wish you to have a new and great life there.
I wish you all the happiness in the world you can get wherever you are.
I wish you all the best in life.
Miss you always.

The silly mistake

I've made another silly mistake again...
Shouldn't do t, but I did.
I know what is the consequences.
I know what is happening, and I'm trying to avoid as much as I can.
And this mistake, I've done it many many times. I can't help myself to repeat that silly mistakes.
I've learned it, and still learning, but now I'm not hurt as before because, I know this mistake wont go deeper.
One of my friend said, its pretty obvious. Well, I just let it be. There's nothing much I can do, but to remind myself not to go deeper and not repeating it again.
I'm glad everything is good, not perfect but good and hope it'll stay that way.

Fun days in Alfa/ Project Pavilion

Days in Alfa were different during the puasa month, raya days, and few days after that.

Been helpin out, lepakin around in studios for days and nights with the right people in the gang. Well, most important that, the seniors and juniors were brought up together for these few days to make this project works and finished to the end.

I'm very happy that I was part of the crew, wait a minute, I was invited, I didn't do much, I help in what?...HERM..."tolong tengok adalah" hehe..well, I did few things. Just few things, but my name is still in..HERM....felt a bit bad though.

The thing that I'm glad and happy and enjoyed myself with these group of people. We enjoyed ourselves so much, there's a lot of other activities while doing this project, hanging out in other place, go for movies, friend's open houses.

The people that I hang out with most for these project are...

In the studio, Debbie meet my crew members. The last night of preparing the final Model.Not Shooting model, the house model.

This is the outcome, the end of the model before sending it to Pavilion.

Behind it are, Raihan, Iqbal and Daniel.

On the way, nearby Pavilion, just to a visit t see our model. And they're modellin in front of Maybank.

We reached

Raihan And I with the model

Part of the crew member of the model

One of the artiste's art work and it costs almost RM350 per piece.

Makan time in Pavilion

The gang that went and support Arabella at Lepaq

At Cineleisure, the only guy with 3 "witches"

Debbie, is the person whom I always been hang out with for few weeks, we've been close as before, we just love what we're doing. We're always be there for each other. I love you babe.

Muakz....love you girl, and I'm not a LES. We just love each other.

Feelings For You

My love for you is fading away.
I don't want this to happen.
I always believe that you're meant for me.
I had choose this path, I choose you to be part in my life.
It has been years you're with me, I know I don't understand your world that deep, but I want you back in my life.
I couldn't imagine what I can do, I'm embarassed to face my friends and family because of this.
You're my life.
There's no time to turn back.

I need that feelings back, if not I can't continuemy life like this.
I felt very very bad enough.
I'm disappointed with myself that I had let you go, I need to revive that feelings I had lost.
I'm sad and depress because of this.
Oh God, Please help me. I want that feelings, that passion, that intimacy to come back like I used to have.
I just hope I can go on and cope with this life.

Life is so unfair

I felt so left out. NVM
Because of one silly and most idiotic mistake, it changes everything. Everything.
The most stupidiest thing is, I cannot do it, other people can. I mean, other can do that, can say that but not me. Just because I don't really understand that person or that situation, I don't know everything.
SO???
I guess I'm not meant in anywhere. Just leave it then. Sooner or later, I won't be here anymore. Just go with the flow for now. There's nothing I can do anyway.
So next time, just shut up and listen. That's all.
Friends always.

Outings the whole week,and fun..and reunion

This mid sem break, a week break, I've been out everyday with, Debbie. Wait, almost everyday..yes..almost everyday.

OK, Start from last saturday, last minute decision to attend Hed Kandi in Euphoria. Joel and Jan been askin me to go..well, actually, I myself who asked them about it.

Well, I had wrote a post on that, shall skipped that.

Alryt, Sunday, out with Debbie at night, went to rasta with her sis and met Alexis and passed her a book. Went to see my seniors and junior (Amy, Sam, Derrick, and Iqbal) in college, watched them sing, free performance by them. They can sing and jam..JAM dOOH..LOL

Monday and Tuesday, I went to college to finish my work, intericad.

Wed, went to friend's open house in Bkt Jelutong, it was further in than my auntie's hse. I love his house. It's beautiful. I was mesmerized with it. The whole house, the structure (might be normal for some people) the decor, the garden and the lepak place. Great. It's Arif's house. He invited most of the primary schoolmates/classmates. I went in with Gerald's car, Michelle went with Nikki's car. We ate, lepak around. We even went into his room, and look and hang around..chatted with Abilash (Russia), took photos and talk talk. We were suppose to leave at 4, but we had 2nd round of makan, and we even wrote and drafted back the seats we had in standard 6, figuring out who sat where and where..We were there til 6. Oh Gosh, We just don't wanna leave, so comfy house. Thanks Arif, being a great host and I love your house. haha..

The girls some met after 10 years

The host, Arif and I.

Thursday- Went out the whole day. Went Mid Valley, wasn't a good day, I did something wrong. Went to shop for chicken wings, and friend's birthday present. Then went to Alexis's BBQ at her house. Met some few new guys, I don't know who, but I had fun there. Makan and played game, drinkin games..Dee, Me, and Jan, had few shots of Cam**oring...inside her house. Had few sips of wine. Was kinda high..not yet, still sober enough to drive.

Then I left to Picadilly meet up with few of form 6 friends. Mutton meet Pork. HEHE..we had this racist jokes during fom 6. Drank beer too..talk talk talk,..cam**ore til 3 plus. Left me and steph and Chi Wei.

Friday morning, Went to market to buy chicken wings for Kubbie's Reunion BBQ party. Well its a potluck, so Debbie and I shared to get chicken wings.. I bought it, cleaned it..omg..first time doin it,with my grumpy,sick feelings due to not enough sleep. Marinade with garlic teriyaki sauce, soya sauce, lemon juice, blended chillies, and a bit of sugar, for 50 pcs of chicken wings..

Had some nap after that, on off nap til 6.30. Debbie fetched me at 7.30, went to get some things in Giant, went to Shaun's house. Poor Lucky, banging ere and there, coz she's blind, half blind.

Reached at Kubbie's place around 8.30, we're the 2nd to reach, Subba and Surin were there 1st.

Start to do the Pit, Shaun, Chief Chef, and me, the lousy chef. hehhe..then one by one came..getting more and more people and I love the crowd. The form 6 crowd.. Oh yah, Kubbie's dad showed shaun one great function of hairdryer. Blow the pit instead of using something to fan it. The dinner, the fun..I'm missing it now.

We cam**oring, catching up with each others, talk,and talk, nonsense, jokes, everything..

I just miss the crowd.

Gonna meet up with Kenny and Debbie tonight, at Rasta, Tmn Tun.

TMR??...maybe Amy's house, if I'm feeling better. Now sick. Darn, and been lagging in assignments..darn..