Hed Kandi in Euphoria

Saturday night at Euphoria...It was awesome. It feature Hed Kandi, a UK based record company which plays house music. It was awesome night. Fun and wild.LOL

I made it and joined with 3 groups of friends, College, ex form 6 mates from La Salle and my 2 BBian friends.I was basically dancing here and there with these 3 groups of friends. College mates plus some of their own friends, er, Sui Lynn and Steph and Joel consider in one group with their own friends and another group is Debbie, Eugene and Kelly.

Debbie, Eugene and Kelly followed me, but I followed my college mates into the club, David, had booked a table..with 3 bottles and basically joined them. Most of my time were with Debbie dancin with different groups. LOL..

Euphoria is fookin expensive. NVM. Joel is smart to bring his own drinks and drink in the carpark with his other friends.

These were the crowd near to the DJ's podium

I never thought I can just jump and dance like that, but that night, it was fabulous, I let myself out so nicely (kononnye) LOL..It was fun and I enjoyed it very much. I much prefer house music compared to R&B, coz I can never dance to R&B. Debbie was high and dancing all night, she enjoy R&B, but she enjoyed this time's Euphoria too.

Mua and Janny, Enjoying ourselves.

I danced with this hot white guy, OMG, he's tall, and big (well, I'm petite), and I enjoyed dancing with him, sorry Ju, I curi your partner. HEHE..I should have dance with him more. My friends who were there knows what really happen to me that night. HEHE..

Ju, White Guy I missed, Me and Debbie

Thorn between Roses

Well, now I understand what Pui Yih means of letting of stress with clubbing. I used not to think that way, but now I started to like it,I mean clubbing and for me, it should be going with the right people and right place and right music. I'm starting to like House music..Awesome.

Debbie, Jan and MEEEE

Dee...can't squeeze in...sorry.

2 Hot Drunkees, Debbie and Sinn Dee

I enjoyed that night with my 3 groups of friends, and Debbie, being naughty, pushed me with someone..ISHQ. But I missed that white guy. Darn. I find him kinda cute :) I couldn't get his name at all, it was too loud and too noisy.

I even had this last dance with this Indian dude, darn, I don't remember his name, I actually don't want too, because we're leaving or something, but he keep insisting, and Debbie and Joel still dancing, Eugene standing at a corner, so I danced with that dude. We were a bit the aherm..close..his hands..naughty hands, I have to hold his hands to keep away from my body. OMG. That is bad..Next time, I must control dancing. No more attracting unwanted obscene body language. *OMG, I'm talking like someone* This dude, asked for my number, HAHA, well I gave...my old number. I can't remember at first, then, I recall it, and gave him that number. I don't really find him cute.OKLAR.. can swallow. HEHE..I just don't really like givin away my number to strangers in club, unless he's way cute and leng chai and AHHH...LOL..darmn..didn't get that white guy's number or he didn't ask for mine too. DAMN.

Most of my friends were drunk and high, and I am the most sober compared to others. After the party, we (Eugene, Kelly, Debbie and I) left to mamak, Darulsalam in SS15, nearby Asia Cafe. OMG, this Kelly, I don't know what got into her, she was smacking strangers butt nicely even guard also not left out. This girl, she's into men's big and nice butt. I was soo embarassed. OMG. She ar. But, not that I'm really close to her also.

Well, Jan and her friends were at the mamak, Joel and his gang were there too. We 4 sat upstairs, drinkin and eating, and Joel came and joined us after his gang left. I think he was high and too tired til he can just close his eyes and sleep. But poor guy, his hand kena grabbed by Debbie, until his hand was hurt. HAHA..who ask him to 'tak jui' Debbie.

I sent Eugene and Kelly off at his house, and Debbie stayed a night with me in my house. I'm supposingly fetch Debbie off in the Sunday morning, but last minute no car, "Sorry Deb, last minute you have to take cab home"

I enjoyed it very very much. Just love it. Thank you Jan, for the photos, Regret didn't bring camera, couldn't find the Canon camera but the bulky if not, I can lots of pictures I want. Damn.But Thank you JAN!!!..MUAKZ..

Next time..Clubbing in house music..HEHE.

Lower 6 O-nyt

As I am listening to this song called, "I believe" from Honey Soundtrack. This is the song, I remembered most, where and when I attended my first form 6 O-NYT (orientation night), in PJ Hilton.

My friends were dancing according to this song. A group performance. That was a memorable day/night for me.

I was treated as a princess that night, I had fun with my friends. Form 6 is the most memorable and most fun in my entire schooling life. I missed my friends, the fun. Miss u guys...

Drama Finish, Work start

I finally finish the hong kong drama, Moonlight Resonance. Finished 40 episodes. Finally.

OMG..its the most fantabulous drama I've ever watched. It has moral value, relationships with family and love ones. It's just fantastic

Now its over, I think I can concentrate on my studies. I've been dragging it for almost a month. OMG..what is wrong...?? NO NO..start work now..

OMG...timing

My timing is soooo off. I think I need to redo my proposals. Not suitable project and not suitable site. ARRGGHHH>...

There're things I didn't do enough. Like a friend of mine said, how to be satisfied or enough when I do NOTHING!

OMG..What is wrong with me.???

Oh gosh..timing is soo off...Help!!!

English 3

OMFG....my english have gone worse...to worst.

I can't even explain a word, a simple word such as criteria. When my friend asked what is that word, I just got speechless. I have to pause for like a minute and think how to explain to him. I can't explain into more simple English and all I know is 'ciri-ciri' in BM and I have to ask my other friends to explain to me and explain to my friend who asked me. I even went and find for English to Mandarin translation online but I still can't find it.

This is bad. Really really bad. Shyt...real bad.

OMG...I need...soooo need to brush up my English..

And sometimes I really don't know what am I talking about and I could see...the grammar..all wrong...tsk tsk tsk.

Getaway & Project Site Visit

Time is running out, and I haven't start anything on my assignment.

Even though I hate last minute work but I still do last minute work. Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Alright, I have planned where and what I should do for my assignment, and make sure I must follow what I've planned. MUST MUST.

Now, one of my project proposal is Watersports Resort. Sounds Huge, well, this is still educational level. LOL. OK, my site will be in Kenyir Lake, in Terengganu. It is the biggest man-make-lake in Malaysia and South East Asia. Cool right?

I'm planning to go during Hari Raya Holiday, that's the only available time for me to go without skipping any classes. I'm praying very hard so that I can go.

Now the thing is, I need to find someone to go with me. My parents said wanted to follow me, and my other classmates too. But, I wanted to go as a getaway trip as well, other than as a formal formal site visit.

I need to getaway to think a lot of stuff. Basically, like , sorting things out in my life by thinking..LOL..well, I have personal and mental problem, I mean not crazy or insane. Just need to think a lot of things..and just sort things out. I need a peaceful place to go. So, actually I don't want my parents nor any of my friends, I just want to be alone, but NOWHERE is safe. So I need to ask someone to go. My 'going trip' friends are not free, and I only can go with classmates. Obviously not with my parents. Even with my classmates, I'm gonna be distant from there. But am I bad?, I mean its like using them to accompany me but not with them. Selfish? TsK tsk tsk..

I don't think I have enough time to be in peace, getaway. I think I'll be busy doing my assignment.ARGH...

OK...Kenyir, I'm Coming.

And I'm bloody hoping and praying I can go to this trip.

English

This is my 2nd post on my command in English.

My English ...er...all I know is getting worse..worst.

I'm scared now. I'm doing diploma course now, and I'm worrying bout my future, working life and degree (overseas most probably). With my english standard now, its not good. I need to change and speak more of english and write and read.

I always complain I don't have the time, but actually I'm pretty free. :P

Watching Hong Kong TVB dramas, chatting, facebook, watch movies, and stoning. Well, actually more to imagining stupid stuff til I fell deep in it.


What is really wrong with me? Shoot, I know the problem, but not doing anything. What is there that holding me back?...Thats the thing I donno.

I'm really really jealous of my friends around me. They're better than me in every aspect. I feel so lost and left behind a lot. YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

Gotta think think what bloody thing I want...LOL...

So What??

I have a friend, X who has broke up with her ex, W for almost 2 years. I felt sorry for her, but she's still thinkin bout him, and she often said that she still hope for him, a little bit, but I think she bloody still hope for him a lot.

They broke up due to some misunderstanding on that day, but she wants him back. And its too late for her. Apparently, he can't stand her silliness, jealousy, always keep to herself, all her stupid stuff. What he just told her was, "I don't love you anymore"...OUCH...I felt that, I felt like slapping him..but I don't blame him, mostly her fault. I pity her though. :)

Well, she always tells me bout their relationship, from beginning til the end..and til now. GOSH.
Almost 2 years and she still can't forget him. Hello. I'm not the only person telling her that, but many other people do too. I can't blame for that, she often tells me stuff that makes her feelings revived back, when she was like almost totally over him.

X has crushes too, and she did confessed to one of them, but got rejected. Sorry X. She try to forget that person and W as well, but it doesn't work for W. She told me that she got new crush, and still do think of W. I was like WTF. I really don't know and understand what is she thinkin and feeling.

She don't club much. I always wanted her to go. Like some ppl said, it'll release the inner self, but she just don't. She's sometimes antisocial and sometimes she's friendly.

I am a friend of W too. We're not that close, but I could see he has changed, everybody sees it. He has gone worse, he has his own problem, I wouldn't want to care much. But now, he has a stable girlfriend and got a job and not that bad anymore, so, I think he's getting better now. I'm just guessing, and that's what I heard. I just really don't understand why is she still thinking bout W. I don't think he is worth at all. He has his own life and a new girlfriend. So, get over it.

One thing good, she always wanted to call him and asks how is W and all, but she didn't. Just once a while.

The thing is now, whenever she sees him around, alone, with gf or friends, she feel different. She treats him different. She just can't stop talking bout how she felt and all. A bit annoying. Yes, most of us, her friends, can't stand her. That's why she also complain bout she's not close to them anymore. HAIZ..

I don't know how to help her. How to advise her. I really hope she can forget and move on fast....really really fast. I felt pity, and sorry for her at times when she felt unloved. I don't know what to tell her.

X, plz plz plz...get over him soon plz plz plz plz....U're killing yourself, you've lost ur self confidence, self conscious, and u're often self pitied. I don't wan to see you in pain. I'm always here for you and help. IF there's anything, plz plz plz do tell. but don't complain too much..I always love you.

New hair cut...

I just had my new haircut er...last nyt...

My aunty called this hairstylist, his name is SKYE, used to work in Dry Cut, SEct 17, PJ. OK..Mu aunty called him to cut in my mom's florist, since he's off and the next door saloon is off too, ssshhhh.

I called my friends along..those who want to cut too, Jessey, Soo Har and Alen.

They cut 1st, then I'm the last.. I had a bob cut, I cut it like,..a month ago..then now, I cut shorter. I showed SKYE few pics I wanted, of Agyness Deyn, an International Model, AJ, a model from ANTM, and Charlize Theron.

AJ, ANTM

Agyness Deyn, International Model

Then Skye said, why not, something like them, but, one side longer than the other, and a V back. I was hesitating actually, scared and nervous. I never cut my hair like that before...but I just let him do the thang.

I love the new look of me..I love the style he did. I love the back...so "V"But from tomorrow morning onwards, I need to be hardworking to set and style my hair, PROPERLY.

I've posted few pics in Facebook, there's actually friend who said it looked like Rihanna's hairstyle. Then, it came into my mind, it does a bit..not totally..

I just love it.

This is my before and after pics.....

Merdeka Eve, medium long bob cut

And me NOW

HAPPY HAPPY with it now.