korean drama's moral

After the drama "You're Beautiful", I've kinda stopped watching dramas.ONLINE.

However, there's one drama I watch on TV, staring Jang Geun Suk too! EHEHE. It's called Hwang Jini. This is a story bout a famous Gisaeng, or I think Geisha in Japanese.

Jang Geun Suk really look very very young here. Ok. I'm watching this because of him, but then, there's something I learned from Korean dramas.

Mostly, the main characters are strong and has very strong determination.

Like Hwang Jini in Hwang Jini

Jang Saebyuk or Kim Saebyuk in You're my Destiny.

Go MiNam/Go Minyu in You're Beautiful.

They do, I mean, they determined to do something and must achieve it in the end. I really admire it.

I know this is only in dramas, but I think this is in human.

Anything can be achieve if we're determined. I believe so.

Drama just not drama, I also believe that every show or drama which is shown, should have their own moral and message behind.

I should apply it in my life and my work. Strong determination to do things and achieve it!!

I WISH

I really wish he can drive.

it's really nerve wrecking everytime he complains bout how i drive and what i should do.

just because i can drive, doesn't mean i MUST do everything.

when there's other people who can drive and really doing nothing, why still be me?

still gender bias.

i know, i must compromise, but i hate it most of the time.

there's nothing i can say to him.

i hate arguing with him, ending up, i don't have a good talking terms with him.

i really dont really like talking to him these days.

feel much better after saying it out.

however, i wish things would be better and i really don't wanna be like him.

Finally POTONG!

WOOHOO!!

I feel so much better now. So much lighter.

Because I've 'POTONG' it!!

YEAH POTONG! CUT!

I couldn't stand it, now it's so much a relieve.

Love it now.

Now, I look a bit like Go Mi Nam/Go Mi Nyu.

A BIT!

It's shorter and lighter now. The Mess is gone!

Not much of a mushroom, but it does look a bit like I used to have.

Well, my hairstyle didn't change much over the years.

Even though I just cut it, I feel like cutting it again b4 CNY. ^^

FInally!! done! but....

I'm super happy now!!

WOOHOO!!

Finally I've finished downloaded all 16 episodes of 'You're Beautiful' I know lame, coz it took me almost 2 weeks to download it all.

YES! Thanks to the SUPER SLOW AND UNSTABLE NET!!!

There're few days, I was very very SUPER FRUSTRATED because few episodes I had to re-download due to the STUPID NET! It was disconnected and I had to re-download it all over again! REALLY testing my patience and really nerve wrecking.

Oh not only of the net, my parents had to off the net when I was downloading it during midnight. Well, can't blame them because wanna save electricity bill, but I was frustrated too. Till a point that I WROTE a note near the Switch, "DON'T OFF THE NET" all in CAPS and in RED marker! HAHAHA.

Few days ago, I was too frustrated because the net keep disconnecting, well, it happened for quite some time, everyday, at certain hours. YES CERTAIN HOURS,
a) 1pm til 2pm

b)4.30pm til 7pm

c)11pm til 12 midnyt. It kept on off on off.

I can't take it anymore, I called up TM and complained. WAH LAO all those things they asked me to do, well, I know its the procedure, bloody hell, check the modem la, check the status la, unplug this n that, damn kao sien lor. DAMN KAO troublesome!! They said there're 3 possibilities

a) The cable

b) The modem

c) The line

I was wondering, how can the cable or the modem be the cause when it only happens EVERYDAY AT THAT CERTAIN HOURS??? TELL ME TELL ME?

I gave up checking all those. DAMN IT@@

They even called me at 10 am to check whether its still like that or not. They woke me up, yes at 10AM! They said if still happens, call them again, then maybe they'll send a technician. I was really thinkin, WOW, since when they're so EFFICIENT!!!

WELL, I only can check and call at that CERTAIN HOURS. I couldn't do it today due to circumstances I can't be at home that time. Will do it tomorrow, if I'm not lazy.

YES!! POTONG!! but I heard Streamyx still better. Personal Views anyway. No offends.

Anyway, I'm glad and I can sleep 'earlier' after downloading it ALL!!

16 episodes for almost 11GB. Bloody hell, so big space, I'm gonna burn it tomorrow and put it in harddisk.

So long for now.

Drama Edit Mistakes

Now, I'm watching "You're Beautiful" again, the one I downloaded into my computer.

I'd found one mistake in this drama, the part where Go Mi Nam fell onto Hwang Tae Kyung, on the tar road. In the making, in real of course, they fell onto a mattress and take more shots from there. However, in the drama itself, I actually saw the mattress, bounced up when they fell. No edit!!

It's between 9:28 til 9:29 minute ;)

Now you don't see, when GMN fell onto HTK.

See the mattress bounced when they fell.

Then u don't see it anymore.

Now, I wanna continue watch and see if I got to see more mistakes.

HEHEH.

"Gathering"

I just met my Form 6 fellow friends. Some I met regularly, some I meet once a while, occasionally.

I miss them!!

We went to Picadilly at Sect 14. We had 4 cafe tables joined, and around 12 or 13 of us there.

We also celebrated Brigitte's birthday there. Kinda a surprise for her, as we all had it last minute. I just remembered last minute. We had to do it last minute and ask everyone last minute.

Then, Kenny, Debbie, Najia and I went to Secret Recipe nearby and bought her Chocolate Cheesecake. It was very filling, feel a bit 'jelak' too.

We talk, ask bout each other's how doing, whereabout and all, jokes, mutton, pork and black jokes. Thanks to Shamir. He came out with that kind of jokes. Even though we all meet like twice or thrice a year like this, we still couldn't remember what we're doing, as in studying or working. We keep asking the same questions over and over. It's like a tradition and a courtesy to ask.

I just miss the fun we all had in Form 6. Doing stupid stuff while playing and STUDYING.

I actually really missed form 6, more than the duration I had during my Form 1 til form 5, high school. I miss that too.

I just miss school.

Love them all.

Sky at night

I just went out to try my luck to look for meteor again, well, the peak time has gone, it's pretty hard to see one now.

However, today's sky is clearer than days before and I could see more stars.

The best thing is, I used binoculars to see those stars. I could see so many stars, small and big ones.

There're always these 3 bright stars shine in a straight line. The whole year, we can see it, then now I realized it's actually part of the famous constellation, The Orion or The Hunter. I went to searched for an image in Google, and then went out to check on it with my binoculars. I manage to find the whole Orion. I feel so proud and happy. LOL.

The 3 bright stars in a row actually is the belt or waist of The Hunter. Early of the night, these 3 stars are in line facing in a direction, then few hours later, it rotated, well, the Earth rotates.

I'm gonna check other constellation around it from the image I've got.

STAR GAZING!!

Now my neck hurts. I've been straining it for few days, today its pretty more hurt than before.

It's really amazing for me to find the correct constellation and to know what kind of stars are those. Yes, I do love Astronomy. I wanna learn more, sometimes I'm just lazy. HEHE..

And I know I've been repeating this, I really want to own a TELESCOPE!!!

Back to star gazing and meteor.

Meteor Shower 2.2

Last nyt, I waited outside my house, I saw one, actually few, but i didn't really see it directly. hehe. I was practically feedin mosquito. TSK TSK TSK. Even using mosquito repellent doesn't help.

Today, I watched the sky, it's cloudy, but, the cloud are disappearing slowly. I slowly looked around the sky, north, south, east and west, all angle, still a bit cloudy.

I was praying for lettin me to see at least one, then I'll come back in. I keep lookin everywhere.

Saw some sad cloud. U know, using imagination, u can see shapes on the cloud. I see several faces, its pretty sad and angry faces.

Mosquito everywhere, but not as much as last nyt.

Then, I saw ONE!! DIRECTLY!! VERY CLEAR, flew past between the cloud, where the sky is much clearer. It's very very clear, I at last got to see one very very clear. It's slightly Green-ish, flew from north to south direction. I didn't use binoculars at all!

I finally got to see ONE today! I'm so happy ^^

Then sin came, greed. I want to see more, however I can't see but I saw angry faces, then I just left. I understood, askin me to continue my assignment. LOL. Still am happy.

I wish I can have a telescope, then I can see much clearer and those stars.

;)

Back to work.

Korean Blog

Now I've found another blog which talks bout Korea. Not the country itself, but everything, well, almost everything.

Food, Entertainment, Culture and for me, most important is the language itself.

I can learn Korean language and everything from HERE.

I'm lovin' it.

When I'm really really free, then I'll learn.

Must start with my assignments now. ^^

I'm still thinkin bout "You're Beautiful"

Learn Korean Through Lyrics

Now I've found another site, learning Korean through Lyrics.

http://koreanthroughlyrics.wordpress.com/

It'll be another favorite site for me. ^^

Finally, done...

Oh yes, a half relieve and half heavy heart.

I've finally watched all the episodes of "You're Beautiful" It's only 16 episodes, yes kinda short, but each episodes is almost one and a half hour. I even watch it til like 5 am. Oh yes.

So, I didn't do my assignments. BAD BAD **

This drama is really good. I really love it. I cried and laugh. Few last episodes were quite sad, and touching. I cried and now I had heavy puff eyes. HEHE.

Love the songs they sang. It's really nice. I even purposely downloaded it. Few songs. Now, I wan to download all the soundtracks and get the lyrics to sing along. I know its in Korean, but hell yeah, learn Korean from songs and lyrics.

The lead actor and actress can sing, Jang Geun Suk (Hwang TaeKyung) and Park Shin Hye (Go MiNam/Go MiNyu). Then Lee Hong Ki who played Jeremy actually from a Kpop Band, FT Island. He's such a good actor. I didn't know Kim Dong Wook who played Shin Woo can sing too. All of them can sing. However, I love Jang Geun Suk's voice. I really fell for him, by his voice. He's pretty cool and good looking, but different from Kim Jae Joong of course. ^^

Love the songs, my favorites, "Without Words", "Promise", "Still/As Ever". Got the lyrics, sing along everyday. HEHE. Other's still loving it.

I've been searching for it, and now I've found one site, a blog, AliceChen. This girl (I guess is a she), she manage to get all the soundtracks, and can be download. OMG. This is awesome. I'm downloading it now. WOOHOO!! This is her link for "You're Beautiful" OST.

Her blog, is full of OST of other dramas from Korea and Hong Kong, TVB. I just found that she even has "You're Beautiful" downloads. I'm so gonna watch. AWESOME!!

I'm feeling lucky and happy. Next, find for lyrics. WOOHOO!!

Now, the drama has finished, I kinda feel empty. I know I must do my work, but after this drama, I really feel empty. I miss them now. I'm sooo gonna watch again after I'm done.

Now, must stop with one drama, "You're my destiny" HEHE, not as addictive and tempting as "You're Beautiful"

As you can see, the lead actress is actually from famous girl group in Korea, Girl's Generation. She's YoonA. Love her. She's my favorite among the girls. Pretty and natural. Love Love.

Happy Happy ^^

Now Sing Along.

Meteor Shower 2

I just read the newspaper that there's another meteor shower this coming sunday night in Malaysia!

WOOHOO!

According to the paper, it says that USM's Astronomy and Atmospheric Science Research Unit lecturer, the annual shower would be visible in the night sky to naked eye in any direction.

Oh ya, its called Geminid meteor shower. It occurs every year between DEC 9 and 19, and its peak is on DEC 13 and 14. * Get ready to strain the neck up to the sky*

I wish so much to own a telescope!

I love star gazing. I love astronomy. However, my physics sucks. Can't pursue in Astronomy course.

Can't wait, maybe I'll start to look to the sky tonight. Getting ready with my binoculars. Strain my neck again. AIGOO.

You're Beautiful

I know, I know, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.

Even those not really good looking actually is beautiful.

I always think, no matter what, a person has their own beauty, inside, outside.

However, this is not the topic I wanna talk about now.

It's actually the Korean Drama ;D It's called "You're Beautiful".

I heard a lot of people's comments on this and keep asking me whether I've watch it or not. I tried on Mysoju, then I love it. *thank you Meredy Fishball* oh, and another person who introduced this drama, my junior, LEE LEE.

I'm so in love with this drama right now.

It's like the combination of "Hana Kimi" with "Boys Over Flowers"

I thought it was ordinary drama, well, I fell in love on the 1st episode and it's soooo tempting. Everyday I'm watching it on youtube.

I'm crazy over this drama till I look for their soundtracks, downloaded it and look for the lyrics.

I love few songs in it. Well, it was sang by them. Really them. Singers, themselves, thats why.

I was finding for their lyrics pretty hard, I even translated the Korean words into Romanji like 'pin yin' for mandarin. Well, thanks to an article on 'how to read Hangeul' and listen to the song itself. I'm pretty proud, I can recognized some of the Hangeul words. Still more to learn though.

The main Poster of this drama.

Few of the casts.

The main characters of A.N.JELL, the group in this drama.

Love it, love it.

I really recommend it to those who love Korean dramas and MEREDY!! watch it!

It's funny and really nice and addictive!

I cried and I laugh. Emotion very strong. HEHE

I must finish it soon then I can do my work.

I'm already distracted. HEEHE

Korean Dramas

There're many Korean dramas I watched before I know bout KBS World Channel in Astro. Mostly on TV channels with Mandarin dubbed. Winter Sonata (honestly, it was one of the most popular drama which I NEVER watch before), Autumn in my heart, one of the touching drama.

Dae Jang Gum, I can't remember what's the English title. This is one of the first korean drama which my family watched together. It was a good drama, and worth family watching.

Then many more like Full House, Summer Scent and many more. Can't remember.

Then start from last year, You're my destiny, one of the 1st korean drama in Korean I started to watch, when my brother started to watch it too (YES! I'm blaming everything on him HAHAHA) It's 178 episodes, 35+ minutes per episode. I still watch now, online streaming. I kinda repeated it cause watched half way on TV, don't know what happened in the beginning. So now, thanks to Mysoju and PPStream, I've got to watch all.

Then, Boys over flowers. Korean F4. It's funny and very entertaining. Even my parents watched.

Then, The Sons of Sol Pharmacy House, My Fair Lady and many more in KBS World. IRIS, Queen Returns.

TVXQ!'s Yunho also was in his sole drama, Heading to the Ground. Beginning, he's acting sucks, Seriously, honestly. BUT, slowly, his acting skills improved. Wait, not slowly, in 16 episodes, can see his acting skills got better every single episodes. Good job!

Then, now watch You're Beautiful. This is like another Boys over Flowers and Hana Kimi. It's funny, tempting and addictive to watch. It's a good drama, very entertaining too. I'm into this drama these days. *there goes my assignments* I even download the soundtracks for this drama. Didn't know the lead singer could sing. He was in Beethoven Virus too. He's kinda good looking. He looks cool, more cool than in Beethoven Virus. His voice reminds me of Amy, my senior. Slightly like his. He can sing!

Ok, continue ma drama.

Unexpected changes

I was reading back to my previous posts of my blogs.

I actually never expect to be fond of Korean stuff.

I kinda "blame" my brother. GREAT influence.

I never expect to like TVXQ! Well, I never expect to like super into them and especially Jaejoong.

I used to think that Korean or Japanese Fans are LALA. Er, I think those can be found in Malaysia. I just don't know how to describe.

However, when I started to like Korean stuff; Kpop, food, now clothes. Then I started to wonder, am I gonna turn into one? HEHE. BUT, not at all. It's different.

Conclusion is, a great influence will eventually changes someone.

Someone's thinking, perception on stuff around, life and all.

I've witnessed someone's life changed drastically. It's a choice.

Life is always bout choices. Well, never expect it. make the best of it.

money money

I've spent too much money.

Mom gave me money to shop, but I spent half of it on other stuff.

It won't be enough for me to shop.

WORK? I'm still studying, I don't mind part time, however, I need money for myself to look good to look for jobs. Part time jobs.

I don't know what to do in future too.

I'm not sure if I'm gonna continue as an ID.

Oh gosh.

Just wish money can drop from heaven.

Guilty outing

I feel bad going out with Wen, Christine and Andrew.

They're my high school friends.

They've start working but I'm the only one still studying.

Whenever I'm out with them, they always pay for meals.

The thing is, I never pay single cent at all.

I know they're already working, and I'm still studying.

I feel guilty. I will threat them back one day when I start working.

OMG, so many people must treat back.

When I'm out with other people, I at least pay for my part.

I do calculative sometimes, but it's just that I feel bad, guilty.

I don't think I wanna go out with them so often, even though its like once a month or least fortnight.

Even though I don't feel like working, and continuing studying, I still have to work soon.

I'll see what I wanna do. Honestly, another dilemma.

Chit chat with Beautiful Ladies; Hot Issues.

I was watching this Korean variety show on KBS World, in Astro. It's called "Chit Chat with Beautiful Ladies."

Basically, from the title itself, beautiful ladies here are actually from over the world. Italian, Canadian, Taiwanese, Japanese, Ethiopian, Kenyan, French, Thai, Germans, Columbian. There was a Malaysian too, Sophia, but she came back to Malaysia d.

Well, today's guests were girls from different uni or colleges in Korea, 3 guys from Super Junior; Shindong, Eunhyuk, Leeteuk and Ex Shinhwa, er I can't remember his name. Oh ya, I saw a transvestite, a Korean he/she was there too. TALL.

In this show, everyone got to like discuss about what they're curious about, everyday life and social stuff.

Today's topic pretty cool.

They ask bout is it ok to have shorter boyfriends and what bout comes to husband?

Some are ok with it but most of them don't really comfortable with it. One of the Korean girl actually said its ok if the guy had shoe pad or shoelifts to make him look taller. As I know, most of the Korean Male celebrity who aren't that tall, they had pads in their shoe, and thicker heel soles to make them look taller. Some said, it's pretty ugly, when the guy is actually shorter than the girl.

Then another question is getting marry without the feeling of love. Some was ok with it. Mostly, Anneyo, means NO.

Few of the Korean Girls were ok with it because they thought of the future. A guy who can support the family as well as himself. Some said we need the feelings carry on the marriage to have happiness. Without love, there's no happiness. Some opposed it and said, if there's love, but no money, how to be happy? Then there's a debate on it. Pretty hot issue. It's subjective depending on a person's perception and expectation.

Then, another question is, Must the guys pay for dates all the time? Most said yes, some disagree. Well, I personally disagree like 70%. Leeteuk prefer to pay for all the dates. One of the Korean Girl said she prefer where the man pays on the 1st date, but after that, its ok for the ladies to pay themselves. As for me, well, my previous relationship, my ex partner and I kinda like mutual agreement where we pay alternatively, but in the end he paid more. From there I learned that, depends on the person. I mean, if both aren't doing that well, share it, both take turns to pay. Women are capable too. In this show, Leeteuk said something offended to the foreign ladies, where he said, he prefer man pays for all. its's like more a gentleman where as woman are weak, born physically weak, need guys to protect. Then, the girls kinda offended, "HELLO, we're not weak" HAHA.

He thought it was cool, but in the end got bang back. LOL. It was hilarious. He just kept quiet then, and sit shyly. Well I agree, we're human, we might be weak physically, but we're strong in other sense. There're some things which make women different from men but some things are the same. We can make same amount of money IF we want to. YES, IF we want too. Some woman are dependent to their own partners, some prefer to be independent, but well of course, guys have their own ego. Of course they need to earn more then ladies :) EGO issue again.

Oh ya, one of the Korean girl said, they "invested" on themselves to look good for the date (as if they're like a doll to be brought out for date) the guy should pay for the date. WAH. this issue is sensitive. Well, not much comment but its different people's perception. Freedom of thoughts and speech.

OK next issue.

I maybe skip some of the issue, I shall write those I remember.

One of it was bout going to all girl school. This is a surprise for me, in UK and Germany, its ILLEGAL!!! No one can allow to ALL GIRL or GUY schools. Must be Coed. WOW. The English and German ladies were shocked to see it in Korea. Well, we have it in Malaysia too. Then, the Korean replied that it depends on their capability and grades. Well known girl school and has good rank, there's where the girls will go. It's how well the school is. As for US, Bianca (she's on of the few foreign ladies I could remember) said that there're few in US, but because of unpopular, it became a coed school. Leeteuk even said, before his debut, he was looking for part time job and preferably nearby all girls school. What I was shocked that girls from all girls school tend to have dates including blind dates more. One of the Korean girl said she had 36 dates. I was like WOW!

All guys school in MALAYSIA is SAKAI. Honestly, some guys, I mentioned SOME! guys are really sakai, as if they haven't seen girls in their whole life. Whistling, screaming out names. REALLY SAKAI! My dear form 6 friends knew this. I was like, its normal, because I came from coed school from kindergarten til now.

Next issue.

Make Up and Dressing up.

Girls wear make ups and dressing up to College or Unis. YES! Christina from Italy asked the Koreans bout this. YES, Korean girls wear make ups and dressed up for school. I don't. Sometimes, rarely, on occasion if I have plans after college if I don't go home. Most of the time I don't. Christina wanna learn. Most of the foreigners were impressed with the Koreans because they do it beautifully and fast. Japanese and English ladies tends to go for colors where Koreans and other ladies tends to go for natural make up, I prefer natural make up. I notice one thing EYE LINER is a must. EVERYONE must have eye liner on. Japanese girl said, if in Japan, they don't do natural make ups, they have thicker and more colorful make up because, they will ask, as if u just wake up if u have natural make ups. LOL. Korean girls said, its like an impression in college or uni, studying and guys. Never miss out the GUYS! Christina said, she was lecturing in a uni, when the students came in without make up, while she was writing and reading, she looked up to the students, she was shocked. Those students then changed to different person. HAHA.

One of the Taiwanese said, not only they transform themselves but they transform her too! She said, her roommates don't let her go out without make up. They said, that eye bag wont do, and do make up on her. HAHA.

Then bout Korean girls have luxury bags to college and uni. WOW. That rich ar? Where do they get them? Christina asked this too, she said, Italian ladies has it but not as many as Koreans. Most westerners has backpack but not for Korean girls. Why? According to them, it makes them looks like they're going for a hike or somewhere else. Korean girls said, sometimes they share it with their mom. Not all owns it. Some parents bought for them as a present for entering college. WAH. Like that also got ar? Most received it as a gift. They rather have the luxury brands other than those cheap ones which looks like the luxury brand. It does last longer and the material is better. I am agreeing partially that its true the original luxury brand has better material and tends to last longer but, the trend don't last. After the trend past, buy another one? WAH! BROKE! Unless its everlasting trend.

Then the Canadian girl said, its not really a necessity. She pitied those parents who paid for their tuition fees, they mean school fees, paid for their allowance and then buy luxury bags for them. It made me realize. then comes to issue of parents paying for school fees. Most of the Korean does but not the foreign ones. It's because, the foreign ones do part time jobs and pay for themselves. Well, one of the Korean girl actually said, her dad was angry because she did part time job. Her dad paid her expenses and expect her to study instead of working. So she did stop working and work hard on studies. She said, she did it to get scholarships and after that to get better jobs then can repay back to their parents. The best part is she never miss any scholarships. As in like every year she got it. Asian thinking. Good and Bad at the same time. Then, the Canadian one said, working while studying is actually part of experience. Life experience and working experience. Apply for a proper job later on will ease easily, at least I think. I agree to this too. I agree to both but both can be worked out.

I can't remember what else.

This is super long post.

Here is the part of the show. Cut.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2mJIKPrRGY

Keurom. Annyeong!

TATAs.

Crazy over Korean stuff now.

Food, TVXQ!, clothes, dramas, variety shows.

Jaejoongie vs cockroach.

I see COCKROACHES.

One by my side, one in front of me.

Chasing after them. Trying to kill them. Yes, I'm cruel.

End up, the one in front of me flew.

It flew to my back, back of my neck getting revenge on me.

I felt ticklish, of course, something crawling behind. I tried to shoo it away swaying it, but end up, it went into my top, caused it to be right at the back of me. OH shit.

I was panicking, jump jump and I could felt it was trying to fly, the wings makes my back ticklish.

Oh man, I remembered I asked someone to help me, but I was too panic, I couldn't remember who.

I jump jump.

Then, I was awake. I still could feel my back was ticklish. As if, it really was on my bed. I was scared, I woke up, jump jump, brush off top of my bed with my blanket.

Luckily it was just a dream.

Then, I went back to sleep.

I remember, TVXQ!'s 4th concert tour, The Secret Code gonna be air on Japanese TV.

Instead of TV, I went to their opening of their movie in a cinema.

They were there. TVXQ! were there!!

I was very very happy. I could see so many people, from all around the world. White, black, yellow skin. When they enter, everyone was screaming and screaming. All I did was, sitting behind, a nice spot to watch the movie, smiling at them and other fans. I wanna scream too, but I was too happy. Too happy, just to smile.

The best part was, they were sitting in front of me, front row of mine.

OMG, I can see JAEJOONG so close and clearly. He's beautiful. Really beautiful. OMG.

The cinema was full lit, The movie is not starting yet, waiting for time. I had butterflies in my stomach. I need to go to loo before the movie starts, I went, I looked at him while I went to the loo. He just a glance of me while I went off. I could see. HAPPY HAPPY ^^

I quickly did my business, small business, and rush back to the cinema. Luckily it hasn't start. When I came, I saw JJ took a glance of me again. My heart couldn't stop thumping.

Then, I was sitting next to a white girl, on my left. She was reading a book, to my right, is a guy, reading too. All waiting for the movie to start. WEIRD.

JJ is still in front of me. I'm soo happy to see him in real person. Then, the girl next to me ask if I have water. Well, I have, and I gave it to her.

She passed it to JJ!

I was embarassed, caused the water, kinda like herm...my saliva?? OMG, I was thinkin is he gonna drink it?? NO! he took the water, he was pouring some into another bottle. Not one bottle but 2. Then I asked the white gurl next to me where is she from, she said SUNWAY! I was like, er..no, which country. She said Peninsula in Europe. I was like..er, near Italy? Weird. I saw JJ was doing something weird with the bottles. I wanna talk to him.

Then I heard something, my phone alarm rang! shoot. It was just a DREAM. My heart was still thumping fast, and I was happy. I got to dream of JJ finally!

What a dream I had.

JAEJOONGIE!!

Always keep the faith!