Jaejoongie vs cockroach.

I see COCKROACHES.

One by my side, one in front of me.

Chasing after them. Trying to kill them. Yes, I'm cruel.

End up, the one in front of me flew.

It flew to my back, back of my neck getting revenge on me.

I felt ticklish, of course, something crawling behind. I tried to shoo it away swaying it, but end up, it went into my top, caused it to be right at the back of me. OH shit.

I was panicking, jump jump and I could felt it was trying to fly, the wings makes my back ticklish.

Oh man, I remembered I asked someone to help me, but I was too panic, I couldn't remember who.

I jump jump.

Then, I was awake. I still could feel my back was ticklish. As if, it really was on my bed. I was scared, I woke up, jump jump, brush off top of my bed with my blanket.

Luckily it was just a dream.

Then, I went back to sleep.

I remember, TVXQ!'s 4th concert tour, The Secret Code gonna be air on Japanese TV.

Instead of TV, I went to their opening of their movie in a cinema.

They were there. TVXQ! were there!!

I was very very happy. I could see so many people, from all around the world. White, black, yellow skin. When they enter, everyone was screaming and screaming. All I did was, sitting behind, a nice spot to watch the movie, smiling at them and other fans. I wanna scream too, but I was too happy. Too happy, just to smile.

The best part was, they were sitting in front of me, front row of mine.

OMG, I can see JAEJOONG so close and clearly. He's beautiful. Really beautiful. OMG.

The cinema was full lit, The movie is not starting yet, waiting for time. I had butterflies in my stomach. I need to go to loo before the movie starts, I went, I looked at him while I went to the loo. He just a glance of me while I went off. I could see. HAPPY HAPPY ^^

I quickly did my business, small business, and rush back to the cinema. Luckily it hasn't start. When I came, I saw JJ took a glance of me again. My heart couldn't stop thumping.

Then, I was sitting next to a white girl, on my left. She was reading a book, to my right, is a guy, reading too. All waiting for the movie to start. WEIRD.

JJ is still in front of me. I'm soo happy to see him in real person. Then, the girl next to me ask if I have water. Well, I have, and I gave it to her.

She passed it to JJ!

I was embarassed, caused the water, kinda like herm...my saliva?? OMG, I was thinkin is he gonna drink it?? NO! he took the water, he was pouring some into another bottle. Not one bottle but 2. Then I asked the white gurl next to me where is she from, she said SUNWAY! I was like, er..no, which country. She said Peninsula in Europe. I was like..er, near Italy? Weird. I saw JJ was doing something weird with the bottles. I wanna talk to him.

Then I heard something, my phone alarm rang! shoot. It was just a DREAM. My heart was still thumping fast, and I was happy. I got to dream of JJ finally!

What a dream I had.

JAEJOONGIE!!

Always keep the faith!

family's pride.

i'm embarrassed

i'm older than them, but they're better than me.

i'm suppose to be their role model, but instead, they're to me.

i'm embarrassed

However, I'm proud of them. At least I can learn from them.

They're great.

She's great too.

She's my real role model.

She's single, rich and happy.

She's going to Argentina this coming weekend for Acongacua's mount hiking.

She's strong.

I hate her but I love her.

She's crazy at times, she's strict too.

She's pretty successful.

She stay alone in a huge house.

She takes care of her mom a lot.

That's what makes me look up on her.

They're family.

Hate them at times, love them at all times.

Handphone

I had a so called gadget talk with Adrian on Msn last night. Then, when I went to the bathroom, together with my handphone, in my pocket. after I pee, I stood up, and I heard, 'blob', my phone dropped into a pail of SOAP WATER. I quickly took it out, but I wasn't panic. Not as panic as before. It went into the WC before.

I brushed my teeth, then, I dry it with tissue. I couldn't use hairdryer, coz everyone was sleeping. It was 4AM. After I dry it, I tried to use, oh no. keypads not working. NVM. I opened everything, left it aside, then went to sleep. I had to make a note for my parents to wake me up, coz no alarm clock for me.

Then, in the morning, I tried again. Keypad can't use. Number 147 and # keys not working. Then, my sim got blocked. Gave up, went to college without handphone.

I borrowed classmate's phone to call my brother to pick me up. My parents were inside too. Dropped my mom at LRT, and dad at post box. While waiting for dad, my brother told me, they chipped in to buy me a new phone. WOOHOO! but..I kinda had heavy heart. My dad is a retiree. So ya. Given a budget, I had few phones in my mind. Samsung Star WIFI, Nokia 5800 and 5530 and Sony Ericsson C901.

I came back home and unlock the sim, and my phone back to normal. I'm glad. And I love my phone even more. It has dropped so many hundred times. I even threw it b4, on purpose on cushion. hehe. Just sometimes, it cannot detect the sim card, and the battery a bit K.O. It'll just died off after few phone calls when its still full.

http://www.nokia.com.my/find-product/all-phones/nokia-5800-xpressmusic

http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/c901?cc=my&lc=en#view=features

http://my.samsungmobile.com/mobile/SamsungStarWifi

I couldn't decide which one, so I had another handphone talk with Adrian. Well, he suggested me to watch youtube, and get more reviews and I did. I kinda decided now which to get, Nokia 5800. HEHE. Zeon also using the same phone. He loved it, I bet its good. I think its good too. So I passed a list of handphones to my brother to ask his friend.

Since I can't use the money to do shopping, so get a new phone then.

But I have another dilemma. Should I get the phone, despite my Nokia 3100 still can use with the battery a bit crazy, just matter of time? or return the money to them, for future use.

Even the numbers on keypad also gone. Screen is blur. Once a while, I'll clean and wipe ma phone.

So many things I wanna get.

MP3 player,

Phone,

Sandals,

Heels,

Wedges,

Clothes,

Bag.

Lady with gadget. nice. lol.

OLD nokia sustains!

Nokia 3100. It's good. lol. Love it more, but I want a new phone.

See how then.

Couples

I feel happy, proud and grateful but at the same time, I envy.

Why?

I don't know.

Well, I'm happy and grateful to have wonderful friends around, family even though most of them are still human. What I mean, no one is perfect, and they sometimes causing problems too. Me too.

Anyway, I'm just happy for those couples I see, couples I know. They have happiness within them.

My ex-es, my crush, who ever I like before, I'm happy and envy them at the same time. They're happy the way they are, I'm glad it turn out that way. Those aren't happy, get the hell out of it. HEHE. I'm serious, what's the point of clinging and holding on each other when both aren't happy?

But, what to do, Love is blind, sometimes. It's just how we see it.

Last words, I'm just happy for u, for keeping that happiness you've found.

2012 movie

Finally I have made it!

Finally I have made it to watch 2012!

I've booked 3 tics, not once, but twice. LOL.

Only me and Shiao Hui made it to watch, 12.30 am of Sunday/Saturday Nyt.

The impact of the movie really deep. When I drove home, I feel like its gonna end.

I enjoyed the movie. The effects were good, the message sent was good.

I've learned that we, give each other hopes. Humanity. We are brothers and sisters of this world despite of different nationality and culture. We live for each other.

However, the sins we made, has shown to us the signs of it. Global Warming. Well, I myself contribute to it. Everyone does. The gas we exhale is contributing to it. What we've done to mother earth, we thought it was good for us, but its bad for the earth. God knows it. Those who watched this movie, The Inconvenient Truth. We all know it. Horrible I know.

Another message convey was, be grateful for what we have, FAMILY. Never dump them because of work. No matter what happens, they're still family. I cried when it was time, they couldn't tell their immediate family that they love them. I knew.

It was almost 3 hours long movie. It didn't feel like it. Cause I was trembling most of the time, I was nervous, and cold. Overall, it was a good movie.

I feel its like the world gonna end soon, real soon. hahah. I'm still trembling from the movie.

Time to sleep. I wanna watch more movies!!

Time Traveler's Wife

Astro Boy

The Christmas Carol, 3D

Mulan

Ninja Assassin

Tattoo Shop with Property Expo

Today, I went to my brother's friend's shop opening, a tattoo shop. COOL.

Her shop name is called Pink Tattoo.

I like pink and its tattoo.hehe

The shop is located at one of the shophouses, upstairs in SS15, Subang Jaya, er, SS15/4 whereas, her boyfriend's skater shop is downstairs. Corner shop. It's a pretty shop, vintage look. When the owner came out to greet my brother, I was amazed with her. She's pretty, of course, I love the way she looks. Her hair, was set beautifully, with side skinned, punk yet pretty, she was in a vintage dress and black heels. Remind me of someone soooo much. Kat Von D. L.A tattooist. I guess that's where she got her inspiration. It looks soo much a tattooist. I love Kat too, the way she tattooed portraits, beautifully done.

Oh ya, the owner, Linda, showed us around her shop, a room for tattoo, front shop, a small boutique, Brollies, for her vintage and D.I.Y clothes and accessories. Then, a small tv lounge, waiting area, then a huge back area for her work space, all D.I.Y stuffs, a sewing machine, accessories, fabrics.

I spotted a D.I.Y ring, a white maxi ring. That's the 1st ring that caught my eye. Then, I slowly look around for clothes. I saw a dress peachy pink sleeveless dress. It's yes, a vintage look dress, I did thought of getting a vintage dress for some time, then I showed my brother, he said too big, true. It's big for me. Forget bout it.

Then, Linda's sister came, Yvonne, is actually my brother's friend. She came with her husband and son. Her son is soo cute. Then the adults talking, and I look around, I saw a dress on the mannequin. It's a white dress, with layers. That's the only dress I saw, that fits me, I think. At least, that's the smallest size I saw.

Linda took it down for me, and I tried it. Bottom, was ok, but not the top part. a bit big for me also. Disappointed. I kinda like that dress. Too bad for me. Then, left the place. I will come back for tattoo and maybe another vintage dress.

After that we head to KLCC, we took LRT instead of driving. We went to the Convention Center, the property fair is only in hall 5 and 6, once enter, the 1st person I saw, Mr Eric Leong, Malaysian Famous Interior Decorator, with most famous line, "cantik tak?"

Scouting around, a lot of condos, I'm more mesmerized with those models, building models. It's so detail and not easy and not cheap. Well, there's always CNC, Computer Numerical Control. It makes things easier, not gonna get detail in that.

Bought 3 Flavors Magazine with the price of 1. One thing caught my eye is one of the mag's content, Korean Wave. HEHEH. Korean Food, they gave recipes on Korean Food and one of the Ampang Korean Restaurant. HEHEH.

Then we went to Kinokuniya Bookstore, bought December Issue of Female Magazine. On the way back, walking towards the escalator, I saw window display of New Book, one of it was 35th Anniversary of Hello Kitty. It's not I'm into it, but thanks to JaeChun, I'm kinda drew my eyes to it. and its PINK!

Then balik!

I really wanna to have a tattoo, on my back of the neck, after I watched Hana Kimi and inspired by Victoria Beckham 2 or 3 years back. Havin short hair to go with it. Must have attitude with it. A bitch. HEHE. Then few days back, I played a quiz on where should I get tattoo on facebook, it says on the foot. Well, I thought its sexy. Even Debbie said before of getting one there too. I know tattooing is pretty addictive. Herm...

Well, that's sat's day.

Leonid Meteor Shower 2009

I stayed up all night, just to watch meteor shower.

Due to the condition of the weather, I only went out around 3.30 am to look at the sky. It was still cloudy, but the cloud has made way for the stars to shine, the meteor to fall.

I've waited patiently, in my pajamas, and blanket over me, looking at the sky. Unfortunately, I've got bitten by mosquitoes. So many of them. But I still wait. Went in and out from the house, try to look for binoculars, couldn't find it.

Nevermind, went back out, and look, straining my shoulder and neck up to the sky. I know there'll be meteor, but just unsure which direction to see. I searched for clearer sky, less cloud.

I could see sparkling twinkle little stars. Cloudy yet beautiful. HEHEHE.

Then, I saw one, flew, it was very bright. I said 'YATTA' when I saw it. I am super happy right now. Greediness grew, I want to see more, and I did. I saw 2 more.

WAIT, 1 or 2. hehehe.

Now, think back again, I think I saw few before I saw the exact one. Not really in front of my eyes, but you know, eye's angles are wide, it's like, at the corner of the eyes.

HEHEHE. I think I saw a fireball. This one really like a fire ball. It's super bright. Then I thought again, it could be flash, but at this hour, who's using camera, and from the sight I had, pretty impossible. I choose to believe it's a fire ball.

Now, my shoulder and neck pretty hurts. HEHEHE. Time to sleep.

And I read that, this meteor will be continuing til 21st, its just today, is the peak time.

My next aim, buy a telescope for star gazing! I'm soo gonna own ONE! after I got money money money.

HAPPY HAPPY!! ^^

Facebook vs Blog

I've posted up pictures in FB.
FB now is like my 2nd blog.
All the pics there are captioned and tagged. I feel kinda lazy to blog bout it in ere. it takes quite long to upload pics.
Ill write when i'm super free and super hardworking.
hehehe.

Last week, was an awesome weekend.
Global Battle of the Band, in Titanium Dance Club.
I was there with my juniors and friends supporting Arabella in finals.
I took pic with Jay Menon, a VJ.
I was enjoying the music, the performances.
It was good, however, I had to leave half way, to another venue with Zeon to Shiao Hui's and Soo Har's Celebration in KL.
Thank you Zeon, for lettin me changin baju in ur car. Luckily no one there. hehehe.

We all went to Werner's at Changkat. It was a small place, but it was an awesome night. I got myself drunk, danced and puked. YES, I puked on the floor, at the table, not in toilet. OHMY. It was an embarrassing moment, but I can't help it. I was too sick and too tired to walk to the toilet. I really feel sorry and bad for ruining that night. My fishing chance also ruin. HEHEHE.

Well, I'll be abstaining from alcohol, for now. Ah, it was bad. But I'm grateful for havin friends around, helping me.

One hell of an experience. Those who wanna see pics, its in FB.

This one is GBOB.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=172901&id=673852463

This one is at Werner's
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=172929&id=673852463

Jpop

I only love few songs in Jpop. Thanks to DBSK/TVXQ!/Tohoshinki actually. ^^

There're few songs, it made me feel happy, and few made me wanna cry, its really nice ballad songs actually. hehe.

Wasurunaide, Don't forget Me, live in tokyo dome. it's a beautiful song, everytime i listen to it, i really feel like crying. it's just so beautiful.


Begin


Proud, this is one of their live concert, they cried. It was an emotional and proud moment for them to come this far, from performing in front of 100 people in the beginning, til thousands of people. I'm so proud of them.


Kiss the Baby Sky, one of the happy song I love to listen.


Rainbow, another japanese happy song :)


Other than DBSK, I love to listen to Arashi, Everything. It's beat, its nice.


Another one, Miho Fukuhara, Let It Out, OST for Fullmetal Alchemist Anime.


Love it love it!

Kpop

I'm hooked to Kpop these days. Not much of Hollywood.

Other than DBSK, I'm hooked to other new songs. It's kinda addictive.

Brown Eyed Girls - Sign


I'm soo into Goose's Dream, its a beautiful song. It's pretty encouraging yet sort of like a emotional sad song. I can cry with this song, if I'm down. I mean real down.

Xiah Junsu in Star King - Goose's Dream


*Jaejoong*, Seunggi, Eru, Se7en - Goose's Dream


Insooni - Goose's Dream (love her voice in this song, powerful.)


Another Addictive song for me
F(x) - Chu


ShiNee - Ring Ding Dong (it's pretty funny, but i like the beat)


SS501 - Love Like This


It's all on top of my itunes list for recent downloads..eheh
I just live with Kpop now.
For hollywood, only Black Eyed Peas attracts me so far, others so so.
I can't really listen to English songs nowadays, I can't help with knowing the meanin of the lyrics. Then, I'll think of something else..not good not good.

Kpop Rules, for me, now.

Music Bank, live broadcast with Seoul, every friday, at 5.40pm til 7. I hope I can watch, I got class til 6! rush back to watch..hehehe..

DBSK Hwaiting!

Best I Ever Had.

This is one of the songs I like.
It has the deepest meaning, and really tells what I feel.
For you, best I ever had.



"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)" by Vertical Horizon

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

BOlero

I love this song.I love how this person made this video. This is the video I wanna learn to do. One songs but different videos. Can someone teach me??

mooncake festival at home

It was a happy and tiring day.

Well, mooncake festival is a family reunion for us, to celebrate together.

This year, not only celebrate mooncake festival, but birthdays of my 2 nieces, cousin brother in law and my uncle. All today except cousin brother in law falls on the 5th.

Everyone brought food, its a pot luck thingy.

As for ourselves, my aunty and mom were busy doing flowers, pretty busy, so, I have to stay at home to cook. Yes, I do cook. Today, I cooked fried mee hoon, 2 types, a normal one, and tomyam and I did red eggs too, auspicious for birthdays. My fingers are all in red color. HEHE. I'm happy with my fried mee hoon, it tastes good.

Then my cousin brought food too. Too many food. TOO MANY for all of us.

Hence, there're left overs. quite a lot too.

Initially, my nieces came to play lattern, but end up playing congkak with my grandma.

It was a happy and tiring nyt. Grandma was very happy too, now cudnt sleep. coz past her sleeping time. Even Yu Jin slept late. cried cried.

Tomorrow another day. Goin to Homedec with ah Teck. Then, fetch mom to Sunway Resort. If I'm able to make it to come back early.

HAppy Mooncake Festival!

Happy Mooncake Festival to my Family and Friends^^

This year, well, it's tomorrow. My cousins are comin with my nieces and nephew.

According to my cousin, tomorrow, in the Chinese Calender is her oldest daughter's birthday. 9 years old! Then, as for October, 3rd, is her 2nd daughter's birthday and same as my uncle's birthday. 2 days later is my cousin's husband's birthday. WOW. SO MANY BIRTHDAYS!!!

Luckily I'm still studying. No money goin out for presents..hahahahah..

I don't really like mooncakes though. Maybe for Snowskin. ^^ Not the original.

I know it's Hello Kitty. I used to dislike them, but after JJ and Micky for Hello Kitty, Now I slowly like them. ANyway it's pink! My favourite Color! Power of JJ!

Well, it's Chuseok Festival in Korea. Saenggil Chuseok Hamnida! haha..

Have fun people!

Colors ~Melody and Harmony~

I just watch Colors~Melody and Harmony~ by JaeJoong and Micky Final in Tokyo Dome. It's so awesome. One of my favourite song now. Love Them. Soulmate!

I love all their concerts, er, ok..I haven't watch all, but love all the stages they had. Tokyo Dome, the biggest and most audiences to fit in. U can see how many people and how big is the stadium. ITS HUMONGOUS. The stages they had was awesome. they had the escalator, turning stage. it's huge. great job designer! Enjoy this song. love it. credit to the uploader.



gonna watch all the final in tokyo dome. i wish i can buy it. wonder how much is it. i wanna buy AADBSK3 too..money money money!!!


P/S: I wonder what's going on soon. Jets are flying around, so loud and so fast. Is there any events/festival (i bet MC don celebrate Mooncake festivals. Waste petrol and sound polution. ISHQ.

DBSK

DBSK in Lotte Calender.

can't wait to see them together again. perform as 5 again.
miss xiah actually. his gags. hehe..love JJ.

love the new layout for DBSK sleepless nights blog. and happy 1st anniversary!
congrats and love u guys doing all the updates..THANK YOU!

i love JJ in checkered. he made me wanna buy checked clothes. its in trend now anyway. need to buy lighter color coz my skin kinda dark. but i love JJ's. red + black + white. RED AND BLACK!!

Love JJ.

Been So Long

I love this song.

Been So Long by JeJung and YooChun from Tohoshinki or Dong Bang Shin Ki, DBSK. The original is by MFlo.

I love both versions. JJ's voice...so Ah...

This Is double J and YC's Version. They don't have the MV but the audio is good.



This is M-Flo's Version.



oh ya..this is the lyrics. It's the link to my fav site.

http://dbsknights.blogspot.com/2009/09/trans-been-so-long-jap-eng-romanji.html



:)

Friendster vs Facebook

Ever since I have Facebook, I totally forgotten about Friendster. I used to log in to Frienster everyday, and even when I started to have Facebook at the beginning. I used to check the horoscope everyday. Yes, everyday.

Now Facebook, even Facebook, check inbox, notifications and Restaurant City. That's all. Friend's updates, which caught my eyes then I'll check, but most I ignore it.

Today, I went into Friendster again after had a chat with Jessey and Xiao Hui bout horoscope. I checked it, and I even check other stuff in Friendster.

One thing I haven check for a long time is my friendster blog. The contents are slightly different from here. It was more colors. I used to play with colors a lot. Maybe I've become more selfish now like Yew-Gene said. *Molla*

Here's the link to ma friendster blog. http://imalittleangel-7.blog.friendster.com/

Notice the latest date.

It's quite long I didn't blog that way.

:)

hurt

why do i always keep hurting those people who loves me?

why do i always keep hurting people around me?

Why do i not understand why is that happening even though i know its happening?

why?

why do i always so depressed? psychologist please.

. . . .

i just wanna give up.
no matter hw i arrange the time i have left, its still not enough.
i donno how to tell my parents.
its not as easy as it seems
i shud have done something earlier.
im goin insane. already crazy. but goin insane. isnt it the same/??
no one gonna understand me. none.