past

This is gonna be emotional.

I still can't let go and forget my past..as in, my previous relationship, it's been a year plus I became single.

That was my longest relationship I've ever been, my sweetest and the same time painful.

Despite all the bad side of it, I always love him. Til now, I can never forget him. It's soo hard for me to let go of his presence in me.

It's always been times to let it go..

I still miss the way he made me feel. Everything.

When I think back, I will think bout the reasons why we broke up and the negative sides, then positive, then negative..

I myself not sure what I really want for myself, but of course happiness and happiness. Who doesn't want? true?

One thing I really want, is.....nah..not gonna say it out..

Girl Power, Independent and Single (not for life)

I will find that someone who fulfills my needs and desire..and vice versa and happy together..

Still in love, always be in love.

Let GO??

I can't take it, and I'm putting this in blog.

I still don't learn how to let go of the past and someone, through my life.

I still do miss him, lots. been thinking bout him every single day. Not a single day, without thinking bout him. I know its time to let go, and move on, which is like suppose to be long time ago...but I'm suffering inside..I don't know why.

I miss him alot, I care so much bout him, as a past, and even as a friend. I really got the hints from him that I should move on, and let go, I was really determined to forget but, I still think bout him a lot..suckz..

I still hope..where I'm not suppose to.

I just wanna let go the past and him from my life and move on...I mean, really really move on and be independent and happy. Ever since that day, I was never truly happy inside..even though I do feel happy and laugh my ass off...but I'm not really..

I'm drooling bout this thing for a year plus..always talk to my friend...til they all got irritated and annoyed.. "irrinoyed"

I'm gonna make myself, and determine and be strong no matter what the outcome.

For now, I'm so gonna start with saying first of course, LET IT GO!!!

I'm gonna be a great independent woman one day, soon, and successful. no matter what.

Indiana Jones. . . .

I've finally watched Indiana Jones 4, Kingdom of Crystal Skull.

I watched with my mom, my brother my grandma (YES, my GRANNY), and Alexis.

Well, I booked 10 tics for 5.15p.m show in One Utama, but only 5 of us make it.

It was full of surprises, Indy, Henry Jones Jr. his real name, which he doensn't like it, and he called himself Indiana Jones itstead. He got lotsa names, he was called junior by his father, which he hated too. Students calls him Professor, Friends and Enemy calls him Professor Indiana Jones, and his 2 faced, no 3 faced friend, Mac calls jim Jonesey.

He got his surprises too, his old lover came back.



I love to see the Cate Blanchett in her 'zap' hair. I wonder how will I look like if I'm with that hairstyle??





The kingdom of Crystal Skull is actually the City of GOLD, who doesn't want gold, everyone wants it. ^_^

The city is full of orang asli, Mayan Native, sooo ULU..




The whole city is made of gold, WOW, and the amazing part is, its gold, and yah, gold.HAHAHA



The beginning was good, the thrill were there til the end, no almost end, I was a lil disappointed because it related to somethin which not about reality history, somewhat UFO. What the heck man.

I'm pulled back by the disappointments. Who cares, Indy still hot.

Overall was great, thrilling, adventurous, laughter.

Go and watch for those haven't watch.

Glory Glory Man United

My Favourite Football Team, Manchester United has won the UEFA Champions League Cup, on 22nd May 2008. This is their 3rd time winning this Cup, the first time in 1968, and then 30 years later in 1998, and now, 10 years later, 2008. YEAH!!!



It was the most exciting game I ever watch, but according to my dad, this is the worst game for both teams..WTH..I don't really care, but Man U won!! I'm proud to wear the jersey I had on that day.

It was started at 2.45 a.m, as I was doing my work and chatting, played all the way til 5. In the first half, Man U scored the first goal, scored by Ronaldo and minutes later, Lampard scored for Chelsea.



It was a violent game, I hit you, you hit me, kick ere and there, slap ere and there, there were arguements as well, so many yellow cards being showed..and in the extra time, Drogba from Chelsea was slapped with red card and sent off for slapping Vidic from Man. United. I was so excited and incredibly happy, 10 players vs 11 great ones. MUAHAHAH.

Well, the whole game with score 1-1, doesn't end there, it continues for 30 minutes extra time 15 mins-15 mins, and neither of the team score. It was very tiring for them and it was raining on Moscow, very heavy as I saw in TV.

30 mins plus extra 4 mins passed, no score made by that 2 teams. Well, it has to depend on the penalty shoot out for both team, as it was started by Manchester United, Tevez, he scored the 1st penalty. By the 3rd time for Manchester United to shoot, Ronaldo the "HERO" missed the goal for the penalty, it was a stupid move I would say. Wanted to kick, but stopped for a while, well, like my brother said, from hero to zero. When my favourite number 7, not the person himself, missed that goal, I got more panic and my heart was beating even faster. I was sooooo afraid that my favourite team would lose, but I was more excited when Van der Sar saved the day, managed block the ball from entering, by Terry, Chelsea captain. Captain itself. HAHAH.

And, lastly, the last penalty kick by Anelka, was saved again by Van der Sar, and it ends, MANCHESTER UNITED won the Champions League!!!!



I watched all the way til they got the trophy.

I was sooo happy...as I was cheering for joy for my team, my brother and my dad was a little disappointed, but Chelsea wasn't their favourite anyway.

I'm so proud of Manchester United and proud of myself for being their fan. YEAH!!!

GLORY GLORY MAN. UNITED

TAKE ME HOME UNITED ROAD

WE ALL FOLLOW MAN. UNITED.

I can tease my lecturer during class, since he's soooooooooo into Chelsea. MUAHAHA.

MANCHESTER UNITED, ROCKZXx

Indiana Jones

This is the 4th sequel, Indiana Jones: Kingdom of the Crystal Skull.

He's macho as ever.

I can't wait to watch it!! I'm so gonna watch it with my brother n my mom.



Well, I've booked quite a lot, so I asked few of my friends to come along too..



Can't wait!!!

China's Earthquake

Today, one week passed after the China's worst history, is the day in memorial to the 30000 ++ ppl who were dead.

China, the whole China, including the President himself, stood for 3 minutes at 2.28pm, the time of incident happened. All coorperate, all cars, public transport and people in China, stood together for 3 minutes.

As I was watching CCTV4, they showed the news of army, I think the whole country's army went to Shi Jiang, to rescue the survivors and look for them and look for those who are dead.

As what I saw, they're soo coorperative, helping each other to rescue those people. I really salute them.

Finally I got it!!

I finally bought the book I've wanted.

A New Earth. Finally, I've been wanted this book after watching Oprah Show. Gosh. I got it in MPH, The Curve, I got a chance to get it even though I'm broke. I'm so gonna read it. I wonder when. . . With my extended and overdue assignments. HEHEHE.

I even got another mag/book called Malaysian Home, My Home, What for? Because of Malaccan House, I sooo need it because of my assignment. I was kinda hesitating because of $$, I bought it anyway. I don't care. And now I'm offially broke. HEHEHE..

I shall blog about why I'm there anyway, for KENNY, my darling dear friend. HEHE..Will continue.

Better in Time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok


[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings


If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time


Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will


[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



This how I should be and will be,
It'll all get better in time.
Love all her songs, Leona Lewis.

Homeless by Leona Lewis

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake
Waiting hereIn this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive,Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm
In my heart,I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive,Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry

Oh,But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

This is the song I once felt and still.

A day, in college. What A Day.

I have no idea why I'm blogging this, but I just feel like blogging bout it.

I came back from college not long, after class, I went to the college lobby, I greeted some friends, and I saw a hot chick, (I'm not a les. anyway, I do admire hot and pretty girls), came down from staircase with another guy whom I don't know. She's tall, slim, pretty, right clothes and mke up, a glance, she is pretty, and hot. I'm sure, guys would see her, they will like, wow.

The more I see, the more I felt she looks familiar. It's like someone I know from afar, but I couldn't recall.

As I was telling Jessey, she also said that girl is pretty too.

Then something makes me recall. I remember, she's . . . . . looks like my ex's ex (should be ex)

Gosh, of all places, I see her there. It's not that bad.

I was surprised, and still am.

Then, I try to confirm, of course I look at her more, it does look like her. She was on the phone, and when she walked pass me, she does sounds like her as well, according to my ex's cousin bout her cute voice.

I guess, its her, I think its really her..

I called up Jan, too excited to tell, Jan was driving, then I called Kenny and told her bout it. Just excited, I'm not sure why, as I was talking to Kenny, I saw her (ex's ex, L) walked out frm college with that guy, holding hands. Oh. so they're together.

It's not a good or a bad thing though that I see her, but I have a huge feelings, she's gonna bitch bout me, coz I was pretty loud in college :) I don't care. HEEHEE

Anyway, I'm just excited bout it, and too excited to haveit on blog as well.

Honestly, she is pretty hot.

Tiesto

DJ Tiesto, World's best and # 1 DJ in the planet. He was in Port Dickson over the last weekend.



Alexis has been asking me to join her, been asking me a week b4, I wanted , really wanted to join her, but unfortunately, I can't afford to pay for tics even though its only RM130 for 2 days. I only left RM150 for the month of MAY.



I just told her I can't go. Parents not gonna sponsor me to this kind of place, clubbing also a no for them.



I did told my mom bout some DJ comin to PD, some event, don't know my older brother going or not. My mom just listen and..not offering anything, better don't ask.



Then, the weekend before the event, my brother got a call from his friend, and I was guessing his friend askin him to join the event, and I'm right. I was saying out loud behind, " I want to go"

I kept repeating it, til he hung up.



He told me, his friend has free tickets, I was like, screaming, I want to go!!!! I keep bugging him, I want to go!!



I've been bugging him until dat day of event, he said, he might not goin, I was like, give me the tickets instead, and he said, tics are wid his friend.. -_-



My friend, Alexis went with another friend,Lokesh. Only both of them, poor thing, they had fun though.



On saturday, had family dinner in ss2 to celebrate mother's day in avance, and my brother said, he's going to Tiesto after dinner, I was like, darn, NVM, I'll just stay at home and do my assignment, but still wanted to go.



At 11Pm, My brother called, with the heavy bass, loud music background, he just inform he just reach. OK. Fine. Then he said, "It's so happening, didn't know gonna turn out so happening, a lot people here" I was like, this fellow, getting up my nerves. All I said stupid fellow, what ever la, Idiot. Yes, I just called him that. HAHA. well, We're like that. Getting up each other's nerve unintentionly.HAHA



Gosh, and I went over to my friend's house to do my work, actually didn't really do work, watch Titanic, then went to mamak til almost 6, Yeah ( refer to 2 previous post)



My brother actually came back before I do. He reached around 5.30, just half an hour before I did.



And, Last nyt, My brother and I had supper for him dinner for me, around 11 at GreenWood, ss2, opposite Wong Kok Char Chan Teng, he showed me pics and video from the event. I was like not bad and on the way back home, he told me, his friend actually had a lot of free tics, as in a lot, like 2 big envelopes, I was like, stupid, should have ask the friend 1st. I mean I did bug him to ask his friend but he just rejected my request. He just don't care. ARRgghh...NVM..



Now everything too late, NVM, years later, another event like this, I'm soo going, even though I don't really fancy Rave Party.



The Star Newspaper, Metro Section, wrote that, Residents of PD were complaining that youth drink too much, overly drunk, pass out, lying on the ground, dress not appropriate, and loittering around at 5 AM like duh-uh. It's soo duh-uh. Event finish around 4, its a beach party and party, where there's alcohol around and sponsors..I just hope there will be another event like that again without banning it. I just wish I can go one day. HEHE..



And now, I'm blogging bout this, and took some pics and videos from my brother's phone.


Tiesto is Supporting Malaysia



Tiesto's Background with him.

A Close video of Tiesto by my bro. Too close, music too loud and speaker off.

Another one, a lil clearer view and a lil clearer music

A New Earth

A new book introduced by the world's richest woman, nevertheless, Miss Oprah Winfrey.

It's a great book, it helps lots of people.

Oh yah, by the way, it' not bout global warming, where everyone thought it is because of the TITLE, 'A New Earth', by Eckhart Tolle.

This book is incredible.

Most people know this book through Oprah Show in Astro.

Kenny and I were like..."Did you watch Oprah last nyt? The book? I cried where. . . . . bla bla bla"

We are sooo gonna get that book soon.

I pretty recommend this book even though we haven't buy it.

Or...can watch in Oprah.com.

Oprah herself actually have classes on web where anyone in the world can watch, attend the class and ask questions, however all the classes are finished.

Fortunately, still can watch and download through i-tunes.

Those who love inspiring books, this is one hell of a good inspiring book. A awakening book, according to Oprah.

I soooo love her, I always love her shows, when I'm young, I watched it with my parents every sunday, in RTM 2. Way too long. Hehe..

Read the book, as I am too.

Titanic and mamak

I went over to my friend's house, I always call it as Jessey's house, one of my closest friend in college.

Supposingly to do my work but another friend was watching Titanic, and I couldn't resist it because I haven't watch it before. I watch it while chatting and blogging :)

Finally it end around 2.30 a.m.

Went to mamak opposite the house with Jessey at first. I Ordered Milo 'O' Hot, Roti Bakar and 1 half boil egg. Jessey ordered just ice kosong. That ah ne who took order from us, can speak English, where most of them can't. He said he studied psychology in his hometown. According to him, because of bad luck, he had to work in mamak.. Don't know its true or not..

Then came Alen, ordered teh O Halia, and 2 half boiled eggs.

Then, Jessey's brother came, Jason.

We talked, and feeding mosquitos at mean time. HAHAH.. damn a lot of mosquitos.

I was observing and thinking that, we were kinda awkward, waiting for each other, either one of us to say "lets go" but, any of us continue talking while smacking and fanning ourselves. Continue talking and crapping.

Until my mom called at 5.50 a.m, telling me she need to use the car at 6. Continue talk for a while more, then my aunty called, and said she need to use the car NOW. Finally I'm the one who said, I have to go, and everyone went back. So yah.

Now, I'm back home blogging this and sleep after this.

Sleepy now.

I'm attracting mosquitos..from mamak to my house now.

ZzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Malacca Trip

I've been planning to go for trips, travelling I would say, with friends who has same interest as mine. I found few, Su Jan is one of them. We've been planning, discussing through MSN Messenger, I've told her where I wante to go. At first, I was planning to go to Penang Island on my birthday. Well, things came up like Saturday class and Monday's presentation after 2 weeks of new sem. And of course, $$ concerned as well. :)

Plans cancelled for Penang.

We still plan, as I have my new assignment, designing interior of an airport. Huge project it is. The thing is, Lecturer wants us to find a vernacular architecture to apply into our design. All I can think is Malay Kampung House and the place I chose is Malacca. Another thought came, Baba Nyonya. The culture, colours of Baba Nyonya is fascinating as it reflects Chinese culture hibrid with Malay. Isn't it cool? It's not "Chin-lay" anyway. So basically, I have a reason, purpose to have a trip down to Malacca. I know the road there, well, I have relative there.

Discussed with Jan, and plans made, and invited another friend, Alexis or Mei, and Kenny.

Fast Forward to that day,. . ..

Kenny didn't confirm until last minute, which is very very last minute, on that day itself, during my class.

Class til 12.

I borrowed my brother's car, old Wira and its MANUAL. Girl with Manual Car. HEHEHE.

Well, non of my friends can drive, so I drove. Fetched Kenny from LRT station nearby my house, then to Jan's House nearby my house too. On the way to Mei's house next, I was a little sleepy, not that very very sleepy, I asked them to talk to me. They said OK and then, Silence for like 10 seconds. Talk to me not silence...Gosh

Fetched Mei and all of us had lunch nearby Mei's house. We had KFC. It's like ages I last had KFC. Only few months . . .HEHEHE

And we start our journey around 3.30. Expected to reach by 5 or 5-ish. Gosh, Jam started right before Nilai. All the way to Seremban, on off Jam.

The jam from Nilai, this red car, has been in front of us for quite long

We had a stop at Seremban R&R. Washroom, snacks. Yes and of course, Cam-w**ring the whole journey. Took a pic of all of us.

Kenny wid his choc ice cream.

Kenny was fascinated bout this cat, cat lover!

Journey continues. . .

Reached Malacca toll, around 6, almost time for sunset, so we head to the beach, not Klebang beach because, too public. I drove us to this village road, where my dad called it Hainanese Village. It's at Tanjung Keling, and its nearby Malacca famous beach hotel, used to called Riviera Bay Hotel. It's classy, beautiful hotel. The toilet is fab enough.

Reached at the beach, darn, wrong spot to see sunset. It was blocked by another 'tanjung'.

Me jumping high on the sand, love the background.

I had my sandals off and walked on the beach. It wasn't that clean, but much better than some places, there's a hut, where uncles and grandpas were playing chinese chess.

We, took pictures, jumping on the sandy beach, we even chase after hen with her 2 chick. They're cute by the beach, took pics of them too. As if we didn't seen chicken LIVE before.

The hen and her chicks

There's a house, facing the beach, no gate, all kinds of pets, from puppy, dogs, cats, goose, ducks and chicken, living happily there together at the compound. Harmony. So sweet.

The harmony 'pets'

I suggested to chase after the sunset, we went further, another beach, I don't know what is that beach called, well, there're more people there, more commercialize, there's a seafod restaurant I guess, nearby.

The sunset, blocked by the cloud

Took pics, but didn't get to see the sunset. It was blocked by clouds. ARRGGHH.. NVM, I will have my chance another day.

Sky getting dark, drove to the town, find my way, to the hotel nearby Jonker Walk, a budget hotel, Hallmark Hotel. Actually, I was lost, couldn't find my way, there're so many signs to the town, and soooooo many one way street. How???, I called my classmate who's a Malaccan. Asked for her direction. Great.

Finally, we reach and check-in around 8 plus...no...almost 9 I think.

Only room left, Family Room with no window, Gosh, Take only. We put our luggage, bags in the room, then walk to Jonker Walk, just 5 mins walk. Not bad. It was on Saturday, and I didn't know it's like Pasar Malam, full of stalls and people. It was soooooooo packed. Very very.

Look at the crowd! We hardly can walk.

One of the building, typical colonial, blend with local architecture


The upper floor, is another budget hotel called TWENTY, along Jonker Walk.

Walk and walk, hungry, looking for food, passed by some shop..as my friend did intro that Malaccan Cendol, especially at Jonker Walk is delicious. Walked up and down, finally we settled at this shop selling Nyonya Laksa and Cendol, and they have Durian Cendol too. Famous at Jonker Walk. We ordered 4 laksas and 1 Cendol. :) Share. It's all yummy. Especially the cendol, they used Gula Melaka. The sweetness, taste simply unbeatable.

4 Nyonya Laksas and a cendol

Then, we continue walking and we must not miss the night life, at pubs, a 'lorong' perpendicular to the Jonker Walk, all kinds of Bar and Pubs with Performances. We hang out in Geography, there's no place outside, darn packed...we sat inside. I was too full, just ordered SPRITE, I know, in a place like that. Mei and Jan ordered Heineken, 2 glasses, Kenny, White Wine, Kononnya classy. HAHAH.

Cheers!! For the Malacca Trip.

And we shifted outside, near to fan, smaller table and some big gang of people drinking , drunk.. and loud...Jan and Mei said, they met ex lecturer same place we're at, which I didn't meet before.

Not long, we continue walking, and Jan wanted to buy sandals which she did. Kinda Cheap. Back to hotel, plan for the nex day's plan and Sleep!!!! After a long day.

Alarm rang at 8.30, Kenny woke up and went to bath and he sang, gosh, it was loud enough to wake us up but, it wasn't that bad, not that very good too, boleh tahan lah, when he's out, I wanted to take my turn, Kenny accidently turning something on or off...and the whole room was blackout. Kenny, Thank you. It was scary enough when there's no window. Kenny and I went to lobby and complained..and technician came 15 mins later. Done, everyone went to bath and had breakfast, checked-out and we start our tour, town tour by foot.

We went to. . . 1st destination, well, we walked, through Jonker Walk, went to er...Baba Nyonya Heritage Muzeum. Along the way, we did stop by at some old buildings, and took pictures.

Those round green things are glass bottle's bottom.


Baba Nyonya Heritage Muzeum, Facade

Riverside

Then we went to, er...lunch, we had Hainanese Chicken Rice Balls, It's famous at Jonker Walk. Yum Yum.

Chicken Rice Balls. . so yummy

Then we went to Studhuys, the RED Dutch Buildings just across the street, across a bridge.

Fountain in front of Studhuys

We walked under the sunny sun, luckily we had sunblock on. Thanks to Jan for the sunblock.

Kenny, holding Jan's camera and we spotted a hot white guy. Actually, for me, he's kinda ok ok. He's alone, hehehe. Then he's out of sight. We went up the hill, St. Paul Hill it called, up to the fort, Portugese Fort, and took pics there. It was windy, we can see the whole town from te hill. There're 2 portugese men performing there, singing, not bad actually. And we met that white guy again. Someone was excited seeing him. HAHA.

A dutch Fort on the St. Paul hill.


Kenny, admiring the fort, and being part of the stone?


We chatted with the portugese men, bout history. HAHA. We had a pic with them as well.

Jan, Me, and Mei then 2 portugese singers,

Kenny being the photographer


Journey down the hill, the other side of the hill, down to the famous A'Famosa Fort, at the foot of the hill. And I finally saw something I wanted to go, the Sultanate Palace, just slightly a walking distance from the fort. Went in, walked around and came out, sat at the stairway, at the middle actually, cam-w**ring. All kinds of pics, and the guard there were smiling and actually laughed at us.

Jump on the steep stairs.

Rocker


The famous A'Famosa Fort



The Sultanate Palace


The King, Queen and the royal maiden


Happy Family


Left

Right


Down

Up

And Everywhere

Then, out from the palace, we walked, a longer way, back to the hotel, We're sweating and Jan and I were wearing long jeans, gosh. On the way, we met the white guy again. HEHE..

At Jonker Walk, we were relaxing at this Shop, we're thirsty and I was a lil hungry. I can't remember what was the shop' name, we drank fruit juice and ate some sandwich. Sky getting darker, walk back to the hotel where my car was, Kenny wanted to take a bath. All of us were to tired..and we just waited for Kenny to take his paid bath at SPA's place nex to the hotel.

One of the small lane, off Jonker Street spotted by Jan.



We're resting and drink...Mei, sms-ing her bf in Ausy.

Almost 6, there's another destination I planned to go, a typical Malaccan Malay Kampung House. I found the place, its near the state mosque and I drove there. Going through some kampung road, reached. Took some pictures and off we go.

A typical Malaccan Malay Kampung House

Journey home started at 6.30 PM. JAM!! Jam in Malacca as well, SEREMBAN!

Reach KL, PJ, around ...almost 9. Dinner, Went to Oldtown Kopitiam.

We had fun touring and it was a tiring trip as well.

We're sooo gonna have another trip to somewhere again..4 of us again..YEAH!!!